Twins in Her Womb (Bianca and Luke Crawford novel) novel Chapter 317

Chapter 317 I’ll Forgive You If You Feed Me

Bianca was like a juicy ripe peach that suited Luke's tastes. No other woman could replace her.

In Luke's opinion, he had done a lot so that they need not hide their relationship. However, he was frustrated and helpless that Bianca did not seem to want to move forward together.

Luke's words had caused Bianca's heart to wrench.

She knew that she was important to him, but she could not shake away the feeling of inferiority.

That feeling was like something stored in her chest that would occasionally flare up and explode, making her chest hurt and obliterating her feelings of security.

Bianca knew that the fault was at Allison, who was trying to pull them apart, and not with the man who loved and protected her.

She looked at Luke's profound and patient eyes and felt guilty. "I'm sorry.

Your mother came here to cause trouble, and I couldn't control myself..." "You don't have to say sorry to me. It's not your fault, Bianca. It's all the issues in my family..."

Luke took out a cigarette from his pocket and wanted to light it, but controlled himself when he remembered that the heater was on in the room.

Bianca noticed that Luke had been smoking more often lately.

Luke walked next to the floor-to-ceiling window and drew the curtains.

His eyes flashed with a deep-seated yet helpless agony as he looked outside into the dark night. "I'm sorry, Bianca. You've suffered because of me."

He spoke very softly and gently with his back facing her. He dared not turn around to face her.

It was his first time saying those words so seriously, and they carried so much agony and helplessness. However, their complicated relationship could not be resolved by those simple words alone.

Bianca leaned peacefully on the headboard. She was stunned when she heard those words come out of Luke's mouth.

To her, Luke was always the perfect one.

He was the one whom fortune favored, and he was used to people looking up to him. Now, he was apologizing to her...

"I've been living a lonely life for so long," Luke continued to speak, as though speaking to himself, "You might think that I'm living a glamorous life now, but you don't know that I used to feel inferior because I couldn't shake away the fact that I was a child born out of wedlock. When I was caught in the accident back then, I didn't even want to continue living...

"You don't know that I suffered from serious depression when I was younger and had to rely on heavy medication every day...

"That was until I went to the small town and met you.

"You were like the morning sun, bringing light and hope to my life. I was so happy to see you, but you were still in middle school, and I didn't tell you my feelings for you in case you might be intimidated. I could only bury those feelings deep within me...

"I left the small town later, with those feelings inside me.

"I didn't expect that I'll be lucky again a few years later. I know that you were bought to be a surrogate mother because you needed money, and I managed to replace your original buyer. My wish came true, and you gave birth to two lovable children for me.

"I thought that I had lost you forever, Bianca. I thought I would have no more regrets if I could be related to you through our children, but I didn't expect that we'd come together again.

"So many things have happened between us. I believe that if we are determined, no obstacle can come between us. What I didn't expect was that whenever I try to move forward with you, you hesitate and move backward..."

He stopped speaking for a while. His brows were furrowed, and his fingers were shaking slightly.