Way Back Into Love (Essie) novel Chapter 862

"Janice, I know how I feel. I don't want to lie to you or myself anymore. It's not fair to you!" Jim held her head.

"Eva loves Vinton. She only loves Vinton and won't love you. She had married Vinton, and now she was Vinton's wife. Wake up and don't be so stubborn, okay?" Janice cried bitterly.

"I know. I don't care," Jim said firmly and frankly.

"Jim!" Janice hugged him and said, "Let's start over. Don't think about others anymore. Forget Eva and what happened in the past. Don't leave me. I can't live without you!"

"Janice, I don't want to hurt you. If I can't love you as before, will you be happy with me?" Jim stroked her head, his heart full of pain and guilt.

Janice suddenly let go of him, turned around and ran to the fence. She wanted to jump down, but was stopped by Jim.

"Janice, what are you doing?"

"Let me die! Without you, what's the point of my life?" Janice burst into tears.

"Don't do stupid things!" Jim hugged her.

"Jim, do you know how much pain I suffered when I was in America? Every day, I was examined and tested like a little white mouse. There are countless scars and needle holes on my body. What do I do this for? I just want to come back alive to find you, to see you again, and to be your wife alive!"

Lying in his arms, Janice choked with sobs.

"I'm sorry, Janice. I'm so sorry!" Jim held her tightly. Even if he didn't love her anymore, she was still the woman he loved and cared about before.

"Jim, you can leave me. Next year of this day will be my memorial day. Remember to visit me in front of my tombstone." Janice's eyes were filled with despair.

She pushed him away and ran outside.

"Janice!" Jim rushed to her like a tornado and held her in his arms. "Stop it, okay?"

"I'm not messing around. You're my only motivation to live. Without you, even if I gritted my teeth and insisted, it's meaningless," Janice said angrily.

"I didn't say that I would leave you." Jim sighed helplessly. "I just don't want to lie to you anymore. I don't want to hurt you anymore."

"It doesn't matter, Jim. I will give you some time. I know you just lost your mind for a while. Your heart will come back to me again," Janice said.

"Janice, it's unfair to you if I have someone else in my heart," Jim said awkwardly.

"I don't care. It's impossible for you and Eva to be together. She loves Vinton and her husband is Vinton. She will wait for Vinton for the rest of her life," Janice said.

Jim's heart twitched. Her words were like rubbing salt into his wound.

"I will guard and stay beside her until Vinton comes back," he said frankly. He didn't want to lie to her.

"What if Vinton is really gone?" Janice asked.

Jim kept silent. Maybe he would stay with her for the rest of his life.

Janice's heart was hit hard. "Jim, you can't just give up on me like this. You can give me a chance to start over, okay?"

"Janice, we can't go back to the past." Jim sighed.

"That's because you haven't worked hard. During this period of time, you have put your heart on Eva." Janice couldn't hide her resentment. "You should try to get along with me more, so that you can find our past back."

Jim was silent.

It was indeed a miracle that Janice could live till now. He didn't want her to lose the confidence to survive because of him.

"Janice, I won't leave you. I will take good care of you."

Janice bit her lips. She wouldn't give up her love. As long as she could keep him, she could do anything.

"Jim, does Eva know your feelings for her?"

"She doesn't know. There is no need to let her know," Jim said.

Janice nodded. That would be better. If she knew that Jim liked her, it would be terrible if she left Vinton and followed Jim.

Sunday night.

Alfred held a party in his villa and invited the three young masters of Dragon City to attend it.

Since he came to Dragon City, Alfred had been busy with parties and was almost familiar with the upper class of Dragon City.

"Miss Fang, I'm deeply sorry for what happened to Mr. Xu." Alfred put his right hand on his left chest to express his grief.