Why did she " Divorce Me " novel Chapter 10

Amoli's Pov.:-

(At early morning )

I am trying to get up but can't get up.

I am laying by my front side on the bed.

I feel like a truck or train is holding me down .

I am not feeling my legs ....my hands are feeling life they have been cut from my body .

Just like I opened my eyes and my eyes are absolutely lava hot.

I shut my eyes immediately....and hot tears run down from my eyes .

My whole body is paining ....and is hot like lava ..I think I am having fever.

I again open my eyes and saw infront of me ...

My panda is sleeping peacefully....I smiled and tried to got up but couldn't.

I bite my lower lip to mute my painful sob .

I pull my both listless hand in front of me and tried to push myself up so that I can get up from this bed.

I curled my legs and took my whole body weight on my hands and knees .

Finally I am successful ....as I stood on my feet ....I feel like someone is shaking me very hard...like that person want to take out my soul from my body only by the shaking.

I can see everything moving around me.I held my head in both hands and closed my eyes and started breathing deeply to calm my blasting heart.

When I felt right after 2 minutes, I opened my eyes and took my first step to go to the bathroom.

Soreness run in my whole body as if someone has thrown me in front of a moving train.

My hips and breasts are hurting a lot they are too sore.

But still somehow I reached the bathroom in my robotic move as my sore hips are not supporting me to walk properly anyhow.

I did my usual business and took warm bath to lighten the soreness in my body with difficulty.

I stood in front of the mirror and applied ointment on my blue blacked breast , belly and buttcheeks.

While applying ointment I am feeling pain only pain , my whole body is sore with his inhumanity behaviour.....he so cruel .....a monster....devil .

The places where he had bite is blue and his teeth mark is visible as well as blood is clothed over it .....

I broke down on my helplessness .....my eyes are puffy lava red...

My this dull face is screaming that I not okay .....I am terrified , afraid , I am not happy.

He has given me this before marriage. God knows what will happen to me after marriage.

Maybe he will kill me after marriage, showing me his  inhumanity.

Thinking only about that, my whole body has started to tremble with fear.

O God, give me strength that I can live with that demon under one roof.

I cleaned my face.....After applying ointment I wore my clothes.

I came out from bathroom and got ready because...after five days my marriage functions going to start.

I waked my panda and as usual I wished her and make her ready for her school.

I did my usual work...and maa came.

" Amoli what happened to your legs why are you walking like this my baby." Maa asked me with worried expression.

" Nothing maa ....umm...ummm..  actually I got slipped in my bathroom today ....my ankle sprained due to this....

Don't worry maa after breakfast I will take med so that I won't hurt anymore" I said to maa.

Maa held my hand and said me to take rest in my room and pushed me inside my room

After sometime maa came to my room and gave me my breakfast.

" Eat it and there is your med to kill the pain and take rest ....and one more thing don't to dare to step out from this room.." maa said me with hard look .

I really love you maa, i hugged maa by her waist as I was laying on the bed and started to cry ....

" Hey why are you crying beta (child/daughter)" maa asked me taking my face in her hands and wipped my tears.

" Nothing maa ..I just ....(clearing throat) I just got emotional...

After my marriage I will miss you all a lot...." I said to maa with cry face.

" Aww my baby I will also miss you ... whenever I have to cook or I have to do any household work myself...

You see I am a lazy person ......." Maa said playfully.

"MAaaaaaa" literally l shout on her.

Maa laughed seeing my face and hugged me and started to cry .

" O my god ....what happened to my eyes....am I seeing correct ?     I can't believe on my eyes ?.....maa you crying how ? Why? .... it's a breaking news....Who did this amazing work.

  From which direction has the sun come out today?" My panda said with a naughty coming inside with a smirk on her face and her breakfast Trey in her hand

Maa broke the hug and again they both started to fight like a Tom and Jerry.

After sometime we trio had our breakfast together.....maa dropped my panda to her bus stand.

My all these 3 days went in rest....I didn't did any work or shopping for the marriage because everything is did by my maa.

About clothes or other jewelry shopping ...all the good saari and jewellery shops owners came to our house for my marriage shopping.

My every relative has also arrived for my marriage...they are staying in our old house and other staying in hotel or rented house as our house is not that much big.

My brother is also silent now and has taken responsibility for my marriage's every function preparation.

My mind went on our heated argument which was happened yesterday evening.

Flashback:-

I was feeling thirsty so I went to kitchen to drink the water and  take a water bottle.

When I was going towards my room I heard shouting sound.

Papa and advaith both are shouting on eachother ...look like they both are arguing.

" Why don't you understand papa....that Varun is not a good match for dii (elder sister)....if you're feeling dii (elder sister) a burden on you...then tell me I will take her with me and she is an intelligent girl ...she will do job for her survival...." Advaith shout on papa and he was mute by a hard slap....

Papa slapped him.

"You..." Papa started to say something but stop when he saw me.

I went to them... pushing tears back in my eyes.

" Advaith apologize to papa right now ...if you're really my brother.." I said looking in his eyes......he also had tears in his eyes.

"Sorry papa " saying this he went to his room like a light ...so fast.

I too followed him...and entered in his room before he could closed his room door

" Advaith I know you're scared for me...but please don't fight with papa for this ...it really hurts me seeing you both fighting like this.

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I know you really care for me and I am glad and proud that you're a good brother .... you're younger then me but you always behave like my elder brother...

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You this protective nature towards me and panda is really makes me feel secure ....

Now I am a mature woman I have to and I can fight my battle by my own self...for myself...