Author's Pov.:-
It's been one month from amoli's getting torture incident ...
Varun has not put his hands up on amoli since that day... As he is too busy in his new business progress works.
And that's a relief for Amoli ... She is thankful for it.
Right now she is serving her husband his breakfast.
After serving him his breakfast she also seat beside him .. with fear in her heart and eat her food .
Amoli look up at him who is busy in eating and reading news paper .
' I wish he loved me , I wish we both do all those lovely dovely things which new wedded people's do , I wish we both were happy with each other.' Amoli said to herself with hope in her eyes .. and mocking smile came on her face .. which said it's a fantasy nothing else , to which she hummed.
On the other hand Varun got up from his respective chair after having his breakfast and started to go towards the main entrance house door to go his office .
Amoli also followed him while holding his office and his stuffs like wallet , Handkerchief etc.
Varun grab Amoli by her waist and put his lips on her and started to kiss her roughly , Amoli didn't protest , but she stood there quietly.
Her eyes are filled with tears but she won't let them to slide down from her eyes , her body is trembling in fear but she didn't show it to him , Because now she learn that Even if she dies, he will not mind.
Varun pushed his tongue on amoli's bruised lips for the entrance and Amoli obeyed him by opening her lips ...
Varun groaned and snaked his both hands around amoli's waist tightly and started to suck her tongue while moaning and groaning in a kiss ...
' please don't kill me like this Varun , show some mercy ' Amoli said in her heart but didn't voice out .
After satisfied kiss he left Amoli and went inside his car without looking back at his wife , whose face is covered with hurt feeling .
' Wish some miracle happen and all goes well ' Amoli said in her mind .. and she laughed at her stupid thought.
" Hahahahahaha *sob* *sob* *sob* " Amoli laughed like a maniac then she started to cry ... Weeping on herself ..
' you're stupid Amoli ... You're weak , go die , kill yourself .. no one wants you , your husband .. huh he doesn't wants you , no one will miss you if you die ' these negative thoughts started to swing in her head .
Amoli set down on the floor and hold her head and shook her head hard to clean her head from all this negative thoughts.
' be strong ! Be strong !' Amoli chant in her head and stood up while cleaning her face .
Amoli went inside the kitchen to drink some water as her throat is dry , she went inside to see rooh is standing there with tears wet face .
Rooh saw Amoli and opened her arms for Amoli to hug and to give her the comfort which she needs.
Amoli ran into her arms and hug her ... And started to cry ..
No one said anything .. rooh cares amoli's back with her hands to make her feel calm .
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After crying her heart out both broke the hug and rooh gave Amoli a cup of water and Amoli drank it .
It's the daily routine of both of them although Varun didn't touched Amoli since that day but he never left his morning good luck kiss ..
Now Every maid staff in the mansion knows that how Varun treats Amoli and everyone in the mansion feels bad and pity for Amoli but no one said any word against it .
Rooh is the only one who took step forward to give little support to the broken innocent soul ... Amoli .
Rooh was about to complain about Varun to his parents , but Amoli had stopped her by saying that she is giving him time to make things right between both of them because once she left this house she is not going to come again in this house.
From that time Amoli is waiting for Varun to change a little not for her , not for anyone but for this marriage .
' why are you hell band to make this marriage work ? Don't tell me that you fall for this monster .. !?? ' amoli's mind asked her this question.
' no it's not like I fall for him .. no , j don't love him but there is a feeling which I felt in my heart whenever he treat me in a wrong way ...
I don't know why but my heart felt a pang of pain in it .
Maybe because , I am his wife and like other married woman's , I also want him to love me just like that I also want to love him ...
That's why I am waiting for him to change because it's really tough for me to break this marriage , I am feeling hurt and scared by only thinking to leave him ...
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Because this society will eat me alive when they will know about me being divorced woman .
Ahhhh stop all this Amoli .. it's your time to enjoy ' Amoli explained and happily went outside the house ...
Amoli reached at garden which she has made more beautiful by planting more flowers although they have gardeners for gardening but she has planted bridge plants herself so that she can call them her..
She set there on the grass and admired the beauty of nature ... Soon rooh also came to her and serve Amoli her tea and set beside her ..
Both the woman's spend their time in the garden and then went inside the kitchen to make lunch ...
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After making lunch Amoli went to her husband's office as usually with a fake smile .
" Good afternoon mam " "good afternoon mam " ... Everyone greet her and she greet them back.
Amoli reach infront of her husband's office door and look at the painting on the door .. and touch the angel who is in the cage of devil .. unknowingly a tear slipped down from her left eyes .
She took a deep breath to calm her coward heart which is blasting in fear ..
Amoli went inside his office without knocking as her husband's assistant said to her .
She went inside to see her husband massaging his forehead with his first two fingers of his right hand.
' what happened to him ! Is he having headache ! .. maybe yes .. I should give him massage !? ' Amoli questioned to herself.
Amoli placed the lunch on the table and went to him ...
" Are you having headache ? " Amoli asked politely to her husband .
Varun opened his eyes to see his wife's worry filled face and be made a disgust showing face .
" Can't you see bitch with your fucking eyes ... Yes I am having headache ... But don't show your fucking fake concern and it's not a killing one headache .. the biggest headache of mine is you bitch ! " Varun snapped on Amoli and gotup from his respective chair .
While Amoli glued to the floor and trembled on his outburst tears of humiliation and pain , hurt are running down from her eyes ,.. sweat drops formed on her forehead while her ears and hairs stood up in action .
' do you really hate me this much Varun ? Am I really worthless in your eyes ? Am I a headache to you ? ... If yes Varun than I pray to the god that either he take me away from this earth or you kill me by your this behaviour slowly slowly because I am dieing now by your cruelty ' Amoli said to herself by looking at Varun who stood up from his chair and set on the couch.
" Why are you standing there !? , Serve me food " Varun again shout on his wife and Amoli obeyed him still terrified in fear.
Amoli served him his food and set beside him ...
Both gotup from their respective seats after finishing their food .
Varun set on his desk main chair and groaned in frustration as his head is bursting in pain .
Amoli's heart clenched in pain to see her husband in pain .
' no .. no Amoli don't another wise he will again hurt you with his words ' amoli's mind warned her
' but I can't see him in pain ' Amoli said to herself and went to him .
Amoli grabbed Varun's head in her little hands and started to massage his forehead and head ..
While Varun first got shocked in surprise then irritate then he moaned in pleasure ...
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Unknowingly a smile came on amoli's face while Varun closed his eyes in pleasure .
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After 10 minutes Amoli stopped her hands because of the shock ...
Shock because she saw tears running down from Varun's eyes .
She wiped Varun's tears absent mindly while coming infront of him and look at him in confusion .
While Varun opened his eyes with a jolt of surprise and wiped his tears and pushed amoli without caring about her .
Amoli's fall down on the floor and tears of surprise , pain , hurt ran down from her confusion filled eyes .
" GET OUT BITCH " Varun shout on Amoli to which Amoli ran outside the office without taking lunch box with her .
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Amoli arrived at her home and she is still thinking ..
' was he crying ? ... No he is a devil .. he makes people cry but he never cries .
Maybe he do cry maybe he is feeling bad for hurting me .. he is upset because of something ...
Wait wait Amoli ... Oh god .. oh god , I never thought about it ..
Is he loves someone and he can't stay with her Because he is tied in the marriage bond with me so he cried ... In pain and frustration .. !?...
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