Author's Pov.:-
Its been a week from Varun and Amoli's divorce ... No one knows about it yet , apart from the divorced couples .
Varun is in his bathroom taking bath ... He came out from the bathroom .
" Amoli ... Amoli .. AMOLI " he shout from the top of his lungs ..
" Sir mam is not at home " a maid said to him ... Who was cleaning his room.
' fuck man .. you both are divorced now , she is not here
Why the fuck you are shouting her name ' he scold hisself in his mind .
He dismissed the maid and took out his clothes .. he wore them and hold the tie .
A beautiful memories flashback telecast infront of his eyes ... In which Amoli making him wear his tie while his hands are on her waist teasing her .
Unknowingly smile came on his lips ...
' came back to reality fool , stop smiling also .. did you forgot that you hate her and you have kicked her out ' his inner self mocked him ..
' for your kind information I haven't kicked her out , she herself gave me divorce ' Varun debate back ..
' ya ya whatever but you're the reason why she did it okay so accept it ' his inner self again mocked.
Varun shrugged and started to do his tie but .. failed .
2nd attempt ... Failed .
3rd .. Failed.
4th .. Failed.
5th .. Failed...
He groaned in frustration and threw his tie on the floor vigorously ..
He step on the tie and started to kicked it like a small kid .
' are you out of your mind , I think you have gone crazy .. what are you doing .. kicking a tie .. seriously ' his inner self mocked him .
" Shut up " he shout out loud and went out from the room .
He set on the dining table to have his breakfast .. he took one bite and shout " Amoli what is this .. you " his words cut by a helper .
" Sir mam is not at home " helper said in robotic voice to which he groaned again in frustration.
He nods his head and got up from his seat and went to kitchen , he removed his blazer and rolled up his shirt sleeves and started to cook for himself breakfast .
While all the kitchen staff womens drooled over his hot look ... And some bite's their lips .
" What have you done " an angry voice stopped the drooling sation of the helpers and they turned back while Varun also did the same to see his angry grandfather is standing at the entrance of the kitchen.
" kindly Give us privacy " grandpa said to kitchen staff and they went out after wishing him good morning.
" I haven't done anything wrong " Varun answer back with a rude attitude.
" Oh really ... Is it not true that you and Amoli both are divorced now .. " grandpa said .
" Yes it is .. so what it's my life .. I was not happy with her and see I have won , I had said it to you that I will make her to give me divorce herself " Varun said with a smirk.
" Now are you happy " his grandpa asked with a raised bows and his eyes landed on Varun's collar which is not having tie .... He give Varun a smirk and didn't argue further.
" Why are you cooking , didn't cook make food for you ? " Grandpa asked ...
" They did but I didn't like it . So , I am making it myself .. nothing " Varun said not knowing that he has exposed himself infront of his grandpa .
" Ohhhh before it Amoli used to cook isn't she ! " Grandpa said with a mocking smirk .
Varun didn't answered back but ignore him ...
Soon he finished making and did his breakfast with his grandpa .
Then his grandpa went in garden area in the back of the house ...
Varun set towards the main door to go out as usually he turned around to kiss Amoli but when he turned around he didn't find her .
" Fuck " he cursed while moving his fingers in his hairs .
He set inside his car went to his office...
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' why I am thinking about her ... I think I just got used to her ... She is not here but she is messing with my head ' Varun thought .
' now she is leaving with her parents ... But strange her parents haven't called me yet for bullshit questions ' he thought ...
' hmm where is my phone ? ' he asked to hisself and touched his coats pockets .. then his pent pockets .. but still didn't find his phone he look beside him to see there is his office bag is not ...
' where is my office briefcase ... Amoli haven't ... Fuck I forgot it at home ahhhhh ' he groaned atlast .
" Turn back to home " he ordered his driver who obeyed him .
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Soon he reached back his house and he ran inside his bedroom to take his briefcase .
' okay I have take mine briefcase ... Next is ... Ya ! Handkerchief .. hmm ya mine wallet ... where is my watch .. okay I have take everything .. let's go ' he thought then head towards the room exit ...
But his steps halted when he heard his phone is ringing ... " Fuck .. I had forgotten about it " he said and took his phone also .
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Finally he arrived at his new office building..
' Good morning sir '
' Morning sir '
' Good morning sir '
' Good morning sir '
Everyone greet him while he just gave them light nod nothing else ...
He is going inside his private elevator when he heard anklets ringing sound ..
' Amoli ' his mind said to him and he turned with a relief face and smile to see a group of office employees are coming .
His smile teared away from his face ...
' Good morning sir ' they all greet him while ... He passed them and went back in the hall area where he grabbed the security guards mick and shout ...
" No one in this office is allowed to wear anklet ... And you will follow this rule from today and if you break it then say by to your joy " after saying this he went to his office room .
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Soon it's lunch time .. he is feeling hungry ..
' why that bitch haven't arrived yet to give me my food .. '
' where is she man '
*Knock* *knock*
' finally bitch is here ' he thought ..
" Come in " he shout ..
And saw his P.A. is the one who have knocked .
" Sir it's lunch time , do you need something and can I go to have my lunch " his PA asked to which Varun said no and dismissed him to go and have his lunch .
While he himself wait for Amoli for his lunch ...
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Soon lunch brake is also over ... And he consumed in his work now .
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" Huff " he sighed after placing his briefcase on the couch ... And removed his clothes then took shower and again " Amoli .. Amo... What the Fuck man " he chide on himself atlast .
He wear his clothes then .. wait for his evening tea .. but didn't get it .
He angrily went out and said " Amoli where is my tea "
And all the kitchen staffs eyes on his child like winching face ...
" Sir mam is not at home " maid said .. with irritation dripping because now they are tired of his this all shouting shouting behaviour.
" Ya ya I know and she won't going to come back because we are divorced now ..
Make me evening tea and take your all works back which Amoli used to do " saying this he went away ..
In the kitchen gossips run like a fire ..
" It's good that they are separate now "
" But what about the child "
" He doesn't deserves to know "
" Or maybe he knows but he didn't wanted it "
" He was so cruel to her .. god have saved her from him "
That's how they all talked with low voice .
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After eating his dinner alone Varun went back to his bedroom to sleep ....
He is turning tossing on the bed but can't sleep although he is too tired but can't sleep ...
There is something in his heart ... Longing for amoli's embrace ..
He need her body fragrance to sleep calmly without any worry .
' why the fuck I can't sleep ... ??? ' he asked to himself ..
' Stop pretending and embrace any Amoli dress to sleep in ... as you have been doing since the last lonely nights, in memory of Amoli .. ' his inner self mocked him .
' is she really gave me divorce because she loves someone '
' no it's can't be true .. '
' why it can't be true , she can love anyone '
" Varun what are you thinking baby " asked his girlfriend Laasya seductively .
"nothing just thinking that how and why my stupid wife opps ex-wife gave me divorce suddenly, although I am too happy but curious to know her reason because .....you know what I tortured her a lot so that she gave me divorce but she didn't and endure all the torture ..." said Varun annoyingly
" why are you thinking this shit now and stop talking about her I really don't like her ..
you're a free man now which you wanted so, be happy and let's celebrate it baby " said Laasya to Varun and puch him on the couch and started to open his shirt button .
Varun hold her hands in his one , stopping her to open his shirt .
" Do you really hate her ? " He asked hiding hurt in his heart because he himself doesn't know why , why he feeling hurt , pain and angry at the same time whenever people talk bad about Amoli .
" Why is it hurts you or what ? .. why are you talking about her come let enjoy it laasya said giving him her best seductive look but Varun pushed her aside and got up .
His hands are trembling ... " No laasya it's not right .. I can't do this " he said to laasya who is seating on the couch with tears in her eyes .
She gotup from her seat and grabbed Varun by his collar and pulled him towards her to make him turned towards her and gave him a tight strong slap .
*Slap*
*Slap*
*Slap*
*Slap*
She slapped him with her all strength continuously .
She stopped when she has no more energy to do it while Varun just stood all shocked .
*Sob* laasya cried hard while kneeling infront of his steps , her hands and resting on the floor to balance her shaking panting body .
Varun came out from his shocked state and band down to make her stand but laasya slapped his hands away and said " Don't touch me you rapist ! "
Disgust is dripping out from her words ..
" I have never thought that you could step this low Varun ..
Don't look at me like this .
what do you think I don't know what have you done to her ..
When I came to know about you, you are behaving badly with Amoli, I did not believe it at that time, but after your confession which you have done some time ago, it is clear that you are a monster in reality. " Laasya shout on him while pulling her hairs in frustration.
" What have you done to her Varun ! ... She is an angel , you know what when I saw her first time at the dinner party one word came in my head pure
And you ruined her man , now look at yourself all disturbed why ... " Laasya said and look at Varun for answer but he didn't opened his mouth because he doesn't have any words.
" So , you still not ready to confess why because your this huge ego who is stopping you ..
Is it that hard for you to say that you love her ... " Laasya saying this but Varun gotup from his seat and twisted her hand back .
" I fucking don't love her .. got it " he said in his making people frightened but it's didn't affect laasya .
" Ohhhh really ... Then let me clear it to you .. your this vacant collar , your sleep filled eyes , your this unhealthy pale looking face , this frown on your forehead ... , Your this clothing style ,
All this is saying different story Mr. Varun Arora " laasya mocked him with a smirk while standing infront of him without any fear .
" Let me ask you ask you something why you're not wearing tie .. not because you don't know how to tie it , it just that Amoli is the only one who has the right to do it for you and she used to do this when she was your wife .
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Your these sleepy eyes , they want to do rest but can't why because they want to see Amoli became resting and after waking up the first thing they want to see is Amoli .
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Your pale face is telling your restlessness for Amoli , you want to hold her , do all the things with her which a man want to do with his woman but you can't do it because she is not your.
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Look at your self all upset .. a while ago you were burning in jealousy when that reporter has said Amoli being in love with someone else .
I prey she will found someone for her who truly ..." Her words stopped by Varun who is throating her by his hands .
" She is mine and always be mine ... You got it " Varun roared on her head and pushed her away from him.
Laasya balanced herself and gave Varun a mocking smirk .
" Then why don't you accept it that you love her Varun , put aside your ego .. and be a man accept your feeling for her " laasya said angrily but no reply.
" Do you even know where she is ? " Laasya asked with a smirk .
" Ofcourse at her parents house " Varun said ..
Hahahahaha laasya laughed at him and mouthed No.
" What do you mean ? " Varun asked with a frown on his face .
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" You bastard ... !!! " Someone shout and gave Varun a hard punch on his jaw .
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