Why did she " Divorce Me " novel Chapter 35

Varun's Pov.:-

After 3 months.

It's been 4 months from my sister's disappearance... My baby sister , god knows what that evil man is doing to her .

Is she alive or dead ,I don't have any idea , ... It's really a karma which is biting me back for my sins , what is my sister's fault in it .

' she is your sister that's her fault ' my inner voice said ..

' Right ... ' I said to myself tears again dripped out from my eyes..

But punish me not my love ones .. why are you punishing them god ! ? Beat .. make me deaf , blind handicapped or paralysed or mental or whatever .. harm me , my body but not my love ones ..

' it's your punishment because the way you are breaking down in your sister pain you won't break down if god would have hurt you through hurting your body ...

He is punishing you by hurting your heart through hurting your love ones ' my inner self .. sixth sense said .

My whole family knows it .. all became crazy when they got to know about Kashvi's kidnapping and grandpa was ready to filled a missing report of her .

But stopped them and told them everything ... And everyone .. literally everyone cursed me .. except Kabir because he is not in India , he has went out off country for some business training .

I felt so small and alone ... And I still feeling that , when they had all cursed me .. for a while I thought that I am no one to them .

But thank god that they all agreed to me for not spreading this to anyone .

I am too frustrated from all this .. right now I am in my bedroom with my wife's anklets in my hand ..

*chuckled* ... Her these anklets always used rings loud with her steps to tell everyone that she is coming , .. her blooming flower like fragrance give life to her surroundings wherever she goes ..

Her presence is itself a honour for all the people who are around her .

*Tear slipped*

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How stupid I was that I never respect that honour .. of being her husband .

*Sob*

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Now I am understanding amoli's pain .. how hard it was for her to survive with me in this hell ...



'Get the grip Varun , today you have to attend a party , it's really important for you and your business ' I said to myself ..

You might be thinking that how cheep I am that my sister is kidnapped and I am doing business .. but no I am not going there for any fucking business , I am going there to meet a doctor who is also coming there with her husband ..

Why I am intrusted to meeting her .. because she has treated my sister after her ... Rape .. this is what my security team has informed me .

And also that .. that bastard is powerful man who is enough capable to hide my sister even after my full power .

I still don't know who the fuck that bastard is ...

God my brain is hurting very badly .. fuck .. I still remembered clearly that time , when Amoli had given me head massage ... I had never experienced it , mom used to gave me whenever I used to come home from my hostel in vacations .

Her head massage had put salt on my dead beautiful childhood memories to give them live in my head .

How big dog I was , to kick her all efforts , care and love away without any worry ... I know it's no use to cry over ruined things because it won't give anything back ... Rather than I need to make myself strong and concentrate to make things right .

My heart is aching for her I want to see Amoli , ... Let's go to see her .

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I opened the door of my bedroom and set on my bed .. opened the TV to see that she is in the kitchen cooking dinner for me as always looking beautiful taking my breath away by her only one glance.

While I am coming inside the kitchen to make her tremble in fear ..

But as always I didn't give any shit to her concern and attack on her neck .. and give her wet kisses all over her neck .. her eyes got teary ..

' fuck ' I said to myself and switched off tv and got ready in formal clothes for the party .

I walk outside my house in my all glory and walk towards my amoli's favourite place .. Garden .

I came here because I need encouragement ' that I can do it .. ' , I am feeling confidence less .. and amoli's mere presence boost my self with confidence .

Now I know that I am nothing without her .. without her I am just a breathing body which don't have life .

I took deep breaths with closed eyes to feel my wife's presence in the air filled with flowers and plants fragrance .. which is quite alike with amoli's sweet body fragrance .

I opened my hands to welcome the air to hug me and took away my loneliness .. cold late evening chilled fast through my fingers and slapped my face and neck to give it a electrical spank .

It give me a positive feeling which says that everything will be alright just have faith... But tears slipped out from my eyes ..

Everything is messed up only because of me ..

" I am sorry Amoli .. I am sorry ! " I shout while hugging myself and rubbed my both biceps by my hugging hands to soothe my crying bleeding heart .

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I sit inside my limbo and soon reach infront of my destination ..

It's all decorated around and reporters are guarding entrance with their respective camera's Mick's .

I step out from my vehicle and got surrounded by my bodyguard's team to escort safely inside the party hall .

As always reporters shout ...

Sir where is your date ?

Did miss lassya and you both broke up ?

Who is your date ?

When are you going to marry ?

What and who is your next target in business hunt ?

But I ignored them and came safely from there in the part going area ..

I stood a quite place where I can stand and wait for my date ...

I look around the decoration because I have nothing to do right now apart from it .

It's beautiful but not peaceful , every well known indian business rulers are here with their respective date , some popular celebrities as well .

My date has also arrived ,.. because I can hear some questions like ..

Mam when you and Mr. Arora are planning to get married ?

What is your next project ?

Mam now you're top most model , are you planning to step in film industry ?

I waved towards her when I saw her eyes running around in my search ... who is none other than my good friend lassya .. she came towards me and locked her one elbow with mine one .

" How are you ? " Lassya asked to me and looked at her face which is held high and looking people's before her ..

" Will be fine " I mumbled and she just nod but didn't looked at me .

She is still angry and her this nature shows that she is a really a good person with good beautiful heart .

We both step towards our table ... but stopped by the party host ..

" Hello Mr. Arora .. it's pleasure for me that you showed your great presence in my party ...Your presence has added to the charm of this party... "Mr. Roy said with smile covered face while his wife also greet lassya .

" Hello to you too Mr. And Mrs. Roy ... " I said and take both escort me to my table with little chit chat .

" Sorry for asking this but I can't control myself anymore .. Mr. Arora and Miss. Lassya are you both really have something between you two " Mrs. Roy asked us .. while her husband showed her eyes to shut her mouth but now ... Nothing can change .

I smiled on her innocent nature .. her this behaviour reminds me about my wife .. Amoli .

" Yes there is something between both of us .. and this something is our good friendship .. which is pure as holy water .. and I couldn't love anyone apart from my wife " i said to Mrs. Roy ...

She flushed bit her face got confused .. " wife ? " She asked ..

" Ex-wife " I said ..

" Ohhhh sorry to hear .. but you both are divorced right .. ohhhh so, she doesn't loved you but you do ... How poor it is " she said with sad face .. I wanted to correct her but I didn't because I don't want to waste my time because I have came here for some other work .

I wanted to shout to all those people's who thinks that I and lassya has something ... Yes we have something and it's is friendship .. we have a good bonding like a brother and sister , stop talking shit about us .. and let us live .

Now I realize what Amoli must have felt when I called her a whore or prostitute or a slut, knowing that she is not one.

She is a strong woman and I genuinely respect her not out of guilt .. but I respect for being this strong and positive tell the end of our relationship .

It truly felt suffocating when you are called or got blamed for the things which you are not or you haven't done .

" You are truly a kind woman Mrs. Roy " I said to her and she blushed and mumbled thanks .. while Mr. Roy gave me hard look which can kill anyone if the eye throwing arrows were solid and true .

I gave Mr. Roy my best smirk to which he raised his eyebrows ... I chuckled and shook my head ...

Cute couple .

Lassya excused herself ... Soon both Mr. And Mrs. Roy left my table to greet other guests .

This party is being held because Mr. And Mrs. Roy are pregnant ... They are married couple and Mrs. Roy is five month pregnant ... They have been married from past 4 years .

This is what I know about them by my investigator.

I set on my seat and soon some other Businessman's also came to me and started to talk while lassya's eyes are hunting Mr. Roy's sister in the party who is a doctor for whom we are here .

My mouth is busy in talking with the Businessman's but my brain is stuck in finding the doctor .

Every second is looking like an hour .. lassya signalled me and I followed her inside a room where I saw beautiful woman seated on bed and lassya is standing before her while resting her both hands on her hips ..

And giving a challenging look to the woman who is in her late 20's ..

I locked the door to make the doctor gasped in frightening .. she is trembling , her head is hanging low .

" Listen miss , I don't have any problem with you and I won't harm you only if you give me some answers of my questions " I said holding doctor's chin to make her look in my raging fire splitting eyes ... To intimate her with my dominating personality ,

So that , she won't dare to lie to me .

" W.. what you want ? " She asked ..

Car's bright lights give life to calm and silent killed road ..

" Fuff " first one leading car's both front tyres got flat making other following cars to stop with a jolt as the leading car is rolling on the road .

Best shooters of my team shoot their cars headlights and fogglights so that , they couldn't see anything .

And my all cars which are 20 in numbers guarding all left three ways of four road cross , they light up headlights of our car and wore glasses so that they can see our targets ...

We all attacked on the cars making them shock , our attach was unexpected for them because they couldn't even fight back .. because all this happened so quick .. like a seconds game .

Two man came out from Kashvi's car .. I think one is driver and other one is guard .

After some minutes ...

I saw kashvi has opened her car door .. she look around all alert ... She look limping steps after climbing down from the car and i saw her runnig away like a mad woman ..in back way from which she was coming in car ...

I shoot the man who was going behind her ... He moaned in pain ... And couldn't got up .

I also ran towards her and hold her by her waist from back and make her turn towards me .

" Please .. please leave me ... I haven't done anything wrong.. please sir leave me ..

I am sorry I won't try to run away again .. please forgive me *slap* " I slapped her to make her silent .. because she is babbling shit ... While I was shouting like ' kashvi its me .. your brother .. listen to me ' but no she is still in her nightmare land ,. So , I have to slap her .

" My baby it's .. me your bro.. your brother " I said holding her chin and that's when she look directly in my eyes ...

" Bhai " she cried loud while shouting .. .. I hugged her tight so did she ..

We both cried ... While mans team caged all the wounded target man's and dumped them inside a van to take them for investigation .

I broke the hug and hold my sister's face in my hands to look at her lean tired face .. I plant several kisses on her tear mask face , ... Her lips again trembles but I put my finger on them " shhh no more cries .. I am here , no one can harm you now .. I will finish that bastard " I promised her .

" Come let's go " I said to kashvi but she hissed in pain clutching her stomach when she took first step towards our car .

I questionably looked at her face but she hide her face by putting it as much low as she can ..

" What happened doll ? " I asked her ... But she just shook her head still hiding her face low and tried to take steps but limped ..

' fuck .. that bastard has tortured her beyond the limits ' I cursed that bastard in my mind .. but felt pang of hurt to see my sister like this .

' you has also done the same to Amoli ' mocked my inner self..

Same of guilt regret again clouded my head but I ignored it because right now my sister needs me more than to cry over my deeds .

I carried her in my arms to make her sit inside the car .. but she again hissed and her face covered in shame .. and humiliation .

" Kashvi .. I am your brother , I know what has happened to you and I am really sorry for being late .. and for failing to protect you " I said to her but she just rest her head on my shoulder and slept .

Soon we reached in my house ... I carried her in one of the best room where a team of doctors is already waiting ...

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Doctor have checked her and told me take care of her and she is in depression .. she needs love , care and attention of her love ones .

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And after that what doctor have informed me .. it make me mad .. after listing his words , I felt to either break this doctor's pretty mouth or make myself deaf and blind.

I walk back in her room to see her sleeping , doctor has informed me that kashvi is pregnant ... I set beside her sleeping self ...

' Does she knows about her pregnancy ' I thought .

My eyes are glued to her little swelled abdomen .. this child has that bastard 's blood , I want to kill it ... Because I can't see my sister feeding , raising and taking care of this coming little evil .

" Fuck Varun .. you have gone mad .. it's a small child who haven't come in this world yet and you're talking shit to kill it ... .. fuck . It's Kashvi's child , it's her decision what she want to do with it " I said while pulling and rubbing my hairs .

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I don't know when but soon sleep also took control on my eyes to make them shut .

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