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Why did she " Divorce Me " novel Chapter 36

Varun's Pov.:-

I am in the kitchen making breakfast for everyone as my whole family is coming to meet kashvi ..

Kashvi is still sleeping due to high dose of meds , her body has lot of bruises in which some are fresh and some are old ..

According to her doctor , who has treated her yesterday at my home .. she had said that Kashvi's has tortured very brutally , the man was animal whoever he was because he has starved her to her death but still have sex with her ... He beat her and there is a chances that she can loose her baby due to underweight ..

Her body is week and in lack of nutrition .. her body is in dehydration ... Now how she will convince her pregnancy further .. god !! ..

And she is in trauma .. she might can get panic attach with certain things which might can remind her about him that bastard ... Their are also a chances that she will try to harm herself like suicide .. so I have to be around her .. eyes always glued on her every moves .

Give her more priority .. take care of her health , Don't let her to think about her past .. because , we couldn't imagine how much pain is had faced .

Do all things which make her happy and try to make her feel safe .. don't ask her about that incident right now because her mental state is not stable .. so , be careful with her .

So.. ,

I am making her favourite food which she loves , so, I have made most of the dishes non-veg  .. today for the first time after my divorce I have a smile of happiness that I have found my sister .

I know she is not like before and won't be but she can be more better than before by our support and for that we have to be strong and support her and always be available for her .

I finished making food .. my eyes are swelling due to cry and lack of sleep but now I am used to it .

I have made cheese breads , pasta , methi paratha with curd and pickle , chicken curry with chpati's , fruit salad , in sweet there is only milk ..

Because kashvi needs it ...

Soon bell ringed and I removed my apron and ran towards the door to opened it ..

My whole family is standing there with my brother Kabir .. I smiled seeing them but apart from Kabir no one returned it back and dad pushed me aside and everyone followed him ..

I got engulfed in tight warm hug by my brother ... " Why you didn't tell me anything .. I am hurt bro , it's not fair right ... I know you don't love but I am your brother " he said wetting my shoulder with his tears .

" Who said that I don't love you ... I love you , cares about you same as kashvi .. and you were busy in your study and away from the country , so I didn't found it good to tell you as a caring brother . " I said to him and pat his back ..

We both also came inside .. to go in Kashvi's room to see , she is still sleeping .

Mom is seating beside her holding her one hand and crying ...

" Mom .. don't cry while seating beside her it may make her more weak .. " I said to maa and placed my hand on her shoulder ..

But she slapped it away from her shoulder and gave me hard stares , but still listed to me .

Kashvi's eyelashes are moving saying that she is gaining her wakeup self .. she opened her eyes and gasped in horror when she saw all of us around her bed ..

But soon she calmed herself and placed her one hand on her sobbing mouth to stop hide her cry face .. she dragged her laying self towards mom and opened her arms , indicating mom to hug her ..

Mom hugged her and after that kashvi cried alot loud ... Her room is filled with her shoutinges , cries .

It's braking my heart to see her like this , I am feeling powerless helpless because I am the richest man in the whole Asia but still I can't make my sister happy .

I can't take her tears away .. I can't take her pain away .

" Mom ... Mom.. he *sob* .. he was so evil mom .. please maa(mother) save me from him .. maa(mother)  .. I am scared .. he .. he will cage me again ..

He was an animal maa (mother) " kashvi said in the middle of her cries to mom .. she is telling mom how terrified she is from that bastard .

My sister kashvi .. she is known for her firess behaviour , sharp tongue and for her bold and straightforward behaviour .. but now look at her , now she is completely ruined   ..

But won't dare to cry infront of her .. I have warned my whole family to not to ask anything from her .. because it may lead her to panic attach .

Mom calmed her and everyone one by one meet her ... While I just stood at the corner because I don't have any heart to face her ..

" Bhai .. won't you give me a hug " kashvi said and all heads turned towards me .. mom gave me disgust look .. I lowered my eyes .. but still went to her ..

I set beside her after braking hug .. " you must be hungry .. go fresh up and then we all will do our breakfast together .." I said to her .

I look at mom and mouthed her ' join kashvi in bathroom ' .. and she went behind kashvi .. after they both went inside the bathroom .

All left family members came in dining room and set on their seat ...

" I want to tell you all something .. something which is related to kashvi " I said after taking my seat .. grandpa nods his head for me to speak further.

" Kashvi .. kashvi is pregnant " I said with nervousness dripping out from my mouth and my eyes are low .. I am too nervous because I don't know how they all will react to it ... No one said anything .. so,

I looked up at everyone's face to see them .. they are looking beside me .. but there is no one beside me so, I turned back .. and there stood kashvi with tears dripping out eyes .. she has caged her lower lip between her teeth's to silent her weeping .

While maa is standing like a statue beside kashvi .. Fastening Kashvi's shoulder in her hands ..

No one said anything , kashvi said " I am sorry .. I know you all disgusting towards me .. because I am carrying a child without wedlock ... But .. but , it .. it was not in my control .. please don't hate me .. please .. *sob*

I need your support .. *sob*

I need you all .. please " ..

I went to her and hugged her .. "shhh baby sister .. no one hates you and no one disgust towards you .. I am proud of you that you survived and fight back like a worrier .. ..

Stop crying and answer my questions okay " I said to her holding her face in my both hands .

She nods but lowered her eyes feeling low ...

I sighed ..

" Had you knew that you are pregnant ? " I asked her .. she nods .. then said " I got to know about it yesterday itself by doctor " .

" Do .. you want this baby .. or do you want to abort it ? " I asked her shuttering in my words .

She face palmed .. and sobbed .. " no .. no I don't want to kill this child .. it's mine .. but ..

Actually I am confused .. one side of my heart is saying ' to abort it ' whereas other side is saying ' to keep it because it's mine and I don't want to be a killer .. ' ..

I am confused .. *sob* ..

And also I am thinking that if .. if I keep it than .. people will talk bad about me , and about our family ,.  What if my child will become like that monster .. no .. no ... " She again started to talk herself ..

I shook her hard and make her sit on her seat ... Grandpa got up from his seat and stood before kashvi sitting self.

" You have to abort it young lady .. this child will be shame on our family name " grandpa said .. and mom got so angry to listen her words .. so as grandma ..

But before they could say anything .. kashvi shout on grandpa " no .. I won't going to abort it .. it's mine child and you don't have any right on it ..

And if it put shame on your name and family than I am ready to leave this house and country ..

But I will keep this child " ... Kashvi's body is trembling due to continuous shouting and crying ..

" This what you have to do my child .. be strong .. not for yourself but for this coming little kid .. and I am with you .. and society will be society .. they have only one work which is ' to pick out mistakes in everything .. no matter how good that thing is '

So, stop worrying about society .. they have big mouth only to talk foul words about others ... And you're a intelligent well mannered girl .. so, your child will be like you .. you just need to trust on yourself.  .. " grandpa said to kashvi and kissed her forehead ..

Kashvi hugged him and said .. " thank you grandpa " ...

To which grandpa chuckled hiding his tears and rubbed her hairs ..

" Come let's have breakfast " Kabir said and everyone started to feed her one by one ...

I am truly scared because I don't know what my future is holding for me ... Because my sins are karma is punishing me through hurting my love ones.

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Author's Pov.:-

Somewhere inside a beautiful kitchen .. a woman is humbling a song ..

This woman is none other than Amoli ..

Amoli is inside the kitchen boiling water for tea ..

Soon she made tea for herself .. and served it in cup and turned to place the tea vessel in the dish washing  .

It's 11 something in morning .. and she has her breakfast .. but as always being an pure indian .. tea craving is making her throat dry so , here she made it for herself only.

She turned back to grab her tea cup but it's not there anymore she bit her lower lip and huffed in annoyeness .. ..

Her nose flared in anger .. she sighed .. and mumbled " this man I has asked him for the tea but he had denied .. but now he took mine " .

" Youuuuuu... tea thief " Amoli shout while running out from the kitchen to see tea thief is sitting on living room sofa .. and sipping tea which Amoli has made for herself .

Thief looked up and gave Amoli his killing smirk and when he saw amoli's angry red face and her hands resting on her hips .. living him angry look .. " come-on sweetheart .. don't be mean okay .. you know that I love tea .. so , let me have it peacefully " ..

Amoli blushed but still walked towards him with tight jaw .. man stood up and placed tea cup on the table and said " look baby it's have half cup of tea , you can have this left half tea ... "

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