When she couldn't get through to John again, Nina's heart was falling to the ground, and an inexplicable sense of loss was lingering in her heart.
Her chest was suddenly blocked.
"Madam, what's wrong?" Only then did Helen notice that Nina looked a little haggard. She quickly reached out her hand to feel Nina's forehead. The temperature of Nina was not unusual, so Helen was a little relieved.
Nina forced a smile and said, "Helen, I'm fine. He is just a little busy. "
The last sentence of Nina was actually to comfort herself.
However, the warm sunshine outside the window could not disperse the dark clouds surrounding Nina.
Nina didn't know what had happened, so John could ignore her and find an excuse to not see her.
Kristina's death and John's indifference to Nina seemed to have happened since last night.
What exactly happened last night was like a huge fog. She couldn't peel it off anyway and couldn't see a way out.
What should she do?
The two things kept intertwining, making Nina have a mixed feeling. She always looked absent-minded when eating.
At this time, Nina could only turn to her teacher for help.
Nina called Professor Gu and objectively described what had happened from last night to this morning. She deliberately ignored the name of Kristina, and finally said dejectedly, "Professor Gu, my mind is in a mess now. I tried to calm myself down, but I still couldn't."
Professor Gu said, "Don't try to control your emotions. The more you control your emotions, the tighter it will hold you. In the end, you can only control your emotions. You have to learn to negotiate with it and restrain each other. Do you still remember Ellis' ABC Theory of Emotion? What affects us is not the event itself, but our opinions about the event. "
"Thank you, Professor Gu. I see." In fact, Nina was still in a bad mood.
In the end, she had to take a shower in the bathroom and lie on the bed with her eyes closed. All the things that had happened from last night flashed through her mind quickly, and every one of them appeared in her mind.
She didn't fall asleep until she sorted out her thoughts.
Two hours later, the alarm clock rang on time. Nina opened her eyes. Her amber eyes were bright and sharp.
First of all, find the proof of absence of John.
Then she went to No. 4 West Forest Street. There must be some new findings.
In the face of the sudden death of Kristina this morning, both Nina and Noah were in a state of unconsciousness. Affected by their emotions, they could not really calm down to make a judgment, and there would be some clues missing.
'If you don't want others to know, you should do nothing. If something happened, there must be some clues left.'
It was true that Nina's heart was biased towards John.
However, Nina was still rational. She knew how wise John was. Whoever he wanted to deal with, he would definitely not be so stupid to make a move himself, lest he would get into trouble.
"John. I have something important to ask you. Wait for me in the office." Nina opened WeChat and sent a voice message to John. Her voice sounded calm, but in fact, she was tough.
She knew he would hear the message.
Indeed, John had heard it. He put the phone on his right hand and clicked on a voice message from time to time.
"John, when will you come back tonight? I'm so sleepy. "
This was the voice sent by Nina yesterday morning at one or two o'clock. John didn't know how many times he had heard it.
Countless.
From last night till now, there were countless times.
Nina's sleepy voice was soft, like a lazy kitten with a little grievance. It sounded pitiful.
Every time, when John clicked on this voice message, he would always bite his lips tightly, and his deep eyes flashed with a little tenderness. Thinking that Nina might be Adrian's people, his eyes flashed with a lot coldness.
Last night, John had investigated the relationship between Nina and Albert. The first person that Nina knew in LD University was Albert. At first, the two of them only greeted each other occasionally, but later they had meal together occasionally, and then there were rumors about them at school. At last, the gossip gradually disappeared, and the two of them became good friends.
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