You Kissed My Soul novel Chapter 48

Dylan Pov

I could hear my heartbeat rising as I placed soft kisses on her neck. I bit down on her skin slowly and teasingly wanting her to enjoy it but she wanted nothing but to get me off her. She kept on struggling beneath me while I kept on tightening my hold onto her keeping her on place. I kept placing soft kisses on her skin and tried to find the perfect place where I could put the mark on her. Finally, when I found the place I sucked on her skin and felt her tremble under me.

“Dylan please stop! I don’t want to do this. Not right now” she cried and wiggled her hands trying to get it free.

“It won’t take long” I said as I prepared myself to puncture her skin with mine teeth.

“Stop! Please” she cried and I stopped when I heard what she told me the next “I don’t know about the future but if you do this, you are going to lose me forever” my head shot up to look at her.

“Do you know what you are doing?” She asked

“It’s called being selfish. You are only thinking about yourself right now. What about me? What about me Dylan?” She sobbed

“You are running away from the truth. Why are you even believing upon that vision?” She said and suddenly I could see her fear subsiding and it was replaced by anger. Her anger flickered on her eyes and I heard my wolf sighing.

“When I told you I want to stay than it means I want to stay and I am not going anywhere. When I said that I genuinely and honestly meant it” she said and closed her eyes taking deep breaths and opened it back and said “Do you really think that our mating can change everything?”

“Do you really think that nothing would happen to me if you do this to me?”

“Fine! Give me hundred percent assurance that nothing will happen to me and I promise you that I will give you permission to do whatever you want to do with me” she challenged me with rage filled in her eyes.

“Give me assurance” she said with determination filled in her voice.

“She is right!” Black spoke for the first time interfering our conversation.

“She is hurt” he whispered and lowered his ears down feeling guilty.

I glanced down at Aderyn. As much as she looked angry upon me I realized that she was sad and hurt at the same time because of my action.

“As much as I want to mate her I don’t want to not at the cost of hurting her” he said and I found myself losing my hold on Aderyn.

I sighed as I felt my teeth going back to its normal size. Regret washed over me thinking about the way I treated her. My eyes began to get watery and before she could see my eyes, I put my head on her chest and heard her weeping finally losing it.

“I am sorry” I whispered.

“My intention was not to hurt you” I said feeling guilty.

“I am sorry” I said with a hoarse voice and soon I felt her wrapping her hand around my head.

“I never wanted to hurt you” I said and she whispered back “I know.”

“Forgive me” I said and felt her stroking my hair.

“I don’t want to lose you” I said truly.

“You will not lose me” she said and I felt her breathing coming out in shorts. I realized it was probably because of my weight. I got off her just enough to let her breathe properly but kept my head on her chest and wrapped my arms around her waist not wanting to let go.

“Promise me that you will never leave me” suddenly my voice came out in a plead.

“Dylan I-”

“No! I don’t want to hear anything. Promise me that you will never leave me” I said stubbornly tightening my hold on her.

“I promise you that I will never leave you” she said and all of a sudden I felt as if a weight was put off my shoulder.

“Did I hurt you somewhere? I mean physically?” I asked recalling shoving her against the wall.

“No you didn’t” she said and I felt little relieved.

We kept quiet for sometime I felt my hand on her bare skin. Then only I recognized what really happened. I averted my gaze downwards and saw it.

She was in her bra and as I was lying on her chest I could get a clear view of her cleavage.

“I used to think that you were flat chested” I muttered to myself.

“What?” she heard me

“But you are not” I said and smirked when I heard her gasp.

“You pervert! Get off me” suddenly she began to struggle against me as she tried to push me away.

“Dylan! Let go” she yelled.

“No!” I exclaimed.

“What no? Get off now! And don’t forget that you just tore my shirt away. It was your fault that I am like this now. Bare!” she pushed me hard on my chest.

“I don’t have any regrets on that” I told her smirking when I heard her muttering something like ‘pervert’ to me.

“Get off!” she snapped.