Clarissa flipped her laptop open. But before she even managed to open that video file, the hum of a car engine could be heard from a distance. It grew louder and louder by the second. She glanced away from her screen and saw Matthew’s car on the ground below.
That was exactly why she had decided to sit on the balcony that night. Even with her headphones on, she could constantly watch out for Matthew’s return and cover her tracks in time before he could notice anything.
To her surprise however, he had come home much sooner than she’d expected.
Clarissa could feel her cheeks turn hot as she hurriedly put her laptop away. As Matthew looked up from where he stood, she forced an awkward smile and waved at him.
Matthew raised a brow. Wasn’t she complaining about the cold weather earlier?
What is she doing on the balcony?
Brushing his thoughts and questions aside, he stepped into the house to see Clarissa had already come downstairs. She greeted him with a brief glance before seated herself on the couch and continued to fiddle with her phone.
His heart tickled at the sight of her reddened ears. Is she still thinking about how I teased her earlier?
“Clare?” he called out as he walked towards her.
Clarissa’s cheek burned even hotter when he sat down beside her and leaned over.
Her eyes remained glued to the phone. She could feel the heat within her head radiating slowly across her entire face and down to her throat.
Matthew gazed in amusement at her violently blushing cheeks and neck. He wondered if his dear little Clare’s body turned just as red beneath her clothes.
At that thought, a dim glow flickered in his dark pupils. He slouched against the backrest in a relaxing manner while crossing his legs and tilting his head slightly. His eyes fixed on Clarissa as he quietly enjoyed this satisfying yet torturing sight of her.
Unable to withstand his gaze any longer, Clarissa covered her ears in her hands and looked away.
“What are you doing? Quit staring at me and go upstairs! Dinner’s ready. The food’s gonna get cold if we don’t eat soon.”
Matthew raised a brow and smiled teasingly. “You aren’t even looking at me, Clare. How do you know if I’m staring at you?”
Still facing away from him with her ears covered, she rolled her eyes. Aren’t you being obvious enough?
“Of course, I know!” she scoffed.
“Come on, Clare. You know you’re wrong,” he chuckled. “You don’t believe me? Turn around and see for yourself. I’m not looking at you.”
Clarissa turned towards him and was about to shoot him a glare.
But the moment they locked eyes, heat began spreading through her whole body again like wildfire.
What Louisa had shared with her and Ellie earlier was still fresh in her mind. On top of that, she had been visualizing various scenes in preparation for her upcoming script. Sometimes her brain would unwittingly substitute the imaginary characters with herself and Matthew instead. Those fantasies had been tormenting her, and they’d become worse in his presence.
Now that Matthew was right in front of her, she couldn’t bring herself to look him in the eyes directly. The image of them both enveloped in each other’s arms passionately, feeling one another’s hot breaths and heartbeat, would resurface every time she looked at him.
This is just too much!
Clarissa couldn’t hold her gaze just after a few seconds. Feeling as if she would explode at any moment, she whirled her head away.
Matthew stared in silent confusion. What’s with this woman today? Why is she being so shy all of a sudden?
Leaning closer towards her, he whispered into her ear with a soft chuckle, “What’s wrong, Clare? Are you feeling hot?”
Thud!
Clarissa stomped her feet hard and jumped up from the couch. If she stayed there longer, she was certain that she would start running a temperature.
“Don’t follow me!” she snapped and trotted out of the door.
Matthew watched quietly as she stood in the yard with her back facing him. Through the window, he could see her tiny silhouette tensing up awkwardly as she froze in her thoughts for a minute, then stomped on the ground, grabbed her head, and flung her arms in the air aggressively, as though she was mad at someone.
He let out a snicker and shook his head at the sight of her hilarious antics. What’s up with her? Did something else happen today that triggered her?
Nevertheless, he dismissed his thoughts shortly and let her be. It was pointless to try figuring things out on his own if she wasn’t going to tell him anything.
A long moment passed before Clarissa finally calmed herself down and walk back into the house, although she avoided looking at his eyes the whole time.
At dinner, she tried to distract herself by talking about work. She went on and on about how her colleagues in the studio had been generous towards her, helping her manage the authors and fans despite being occupied with their own programs, and how Yael busied herself with assisting in her marketing and promotional campaigns.
“What should I do if Yael leaves one day?” she sighed. “She’s so talented and such an efficient multitasker! I don’t think there’s anyone who can ever replace her.”
“There are always people with capabilities around. I’m sure things have a way of sorting themselves out. Sometimes it just depends on the benefits and remuneration you offer,” Matthew replied calmly.
She pouted. “But it’s hard to rebuild relationships from scratch! It’s gonna take a while to get used to working with someone new all over again.”
Matthew listened patiently while she rambled on. He was well aware of the way she handled things at work. Being the sincere and compassionate person she was, she’d treat any colleague like a family member or a friend. And such work dynamics were indeed beneficial for a small team like theirs.
On the other hand, Clarissa clearly understood his point of view, albeit she found it difficult to accept the reality. If the company were to expand in the future, emotional attachments should no longer be a priority. When the time came, managerial skills would be of utmost importance in keeping the team up and running.
“Nevermind, I shouldn’t be thinking too much…” she mumbled while chewing on her food. “Maybe Yael doesn’t want to leave after all. Who knows?”
She wished that she wouldn’t ever have to separate from such a great person to work with.
Matthew chuckled softly. She really takes everything so personally…
But so what if she does? Even if anything were to happen, I’ll protect her always.
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