You Owe Me, My Love novel Chapter 152

He was very dominant and strong, just like in her memories.

Wild and domineering, not allowing any resistance.

She was completely at his mercy.

She didn’t want to go back to the past where every day was spent in despair, so she tried her best to force her lips shut in order to keep him out.

But her resistance only fueled his desire to dominate her, and he kissed her even more aggressively as his hand slid into her skirt.

Bai Rong opened her eyes widely in fear, but was unable to make a single sound nor struggle free.

He insists on making me love him again, but what next? What will happen after I do?!

He has forgotten about me completely, so I can only watch him love another woman while I love him deeply.

I’ll become the target of public criticism, while he’ll be able to let go of me so freely and easily.

If Su Xuyan had taught her about sadness and anger, then Gu Mingchen had taught her despair.

Despair to the point that she was still seriously ill and could not save herself.

She could pretend to be fine and cheerful during the day. At night, however, her emotions would return to the way they were from three years ago when she slit her wrists.

As long as she was alive, she would be alone as no one could warm her ice-cold heart.

Even in death, she would still be alone in the world of darkness enjoying her solitude.

She was living her life like a ghost, watching the lives of others, as she felt that her own life had already ended when she slit her wrists three years ago.

She was living her life the way others wanted her to live, but her heart was already dead.

As Gu Mingchen forcefully thrust himself into her, Bai Rong felt nothing but humiliation and anger as she lay motionless and stared coldly at him.

Gu Mingchen noticed that she had stopped struggling and stopped as he stared at her.

“Chief, are you going to force yourself on me like this? You hold such a high position and could have any woman you like. Even if you did rape me, I don’t think I’d be able to sue you, would I?” Bai Rong said coldly.

“You think I’m raping you?” Gu Mingchen asked.

“Do I look like I’m enjoying it?” Bai Rong asked sarcastically.

“Then enjoy it.” Gu Mingchen said.

He didn’t even know why he would behave so wildly towards her.

Actually, he had already found his act of inviting her over to his house after meeting her on the train to be crazy enough.

He just had some sort of special feeling towards her that he couldn’t understand.

Every time he dreamt of that girl crying and asking him to come back, he would feel an inexplicable pain in his chest. It would hurt so much that he couldn’t sleep and wished that he could just cut his heart out.

He wanted answers, but his parents and friends stopped him from getting them. And now, even she was stopping him from getting the answers he was looking for.

The more they tried to stop him, the more determined he was to find his answers, even if it meant destroying himself in the process.

Gu Mingchen kissed her again, and she pursed her lips immediately in response.

He tried sucking hard on her lips till they were swollen and kept his gaze focused on her every expression, hoping to see her arousal.

However, she showed no sign of it.

She too, stared back at him, her expression filled with disdain, pride and arrogance as she was a rather feisty woman as well.

He gripped her chin and said with hatred, “Didn’t you say that you couldn’t do anything even if I forced myself on you? So are you hoping me to do so or not?”

“I don’t.” Bai Rong said without hesitation.

“Then behave.” Gu Mingchen said.