You Owe Me, My Love novel Chapter 234

“When did it start?” Su Xuyan asked worriedly.

Since he saw her manic episode, which was similar to her mother, she decided to come clean and told him honestly. “After I tried to kill myself and got saved.”

“You’re a psychologist. Didn’t you treat many patients previously?” Su Xuyan couldn’t understand.

Previously, when Bai Rong told him she was suffering from a mental illness, he refused to believe her and ignored her words. Hence, he was truly shocked to see her throwing a fit.

“I can’t treat myself. I tried hypnotizing myself a couple of times, but I’d fail every time. There are two types of medicine in my bag—sleeping pills and chlorpromazine.”

Afraid that he wouldn’t understand, she explained, “Chlorpromazine is effective to prevent mania episodes, but it has a serious side effect. It would take six hours for the drug to be expelled by the body. Hence, I can’t take it twice within six hours as it would cause blurred vision and depression.”

Her voice was laced with sorrow. “I can’t sleep well and suffer from severe insomnia. That’s what happens when one takes too many sleeping pills. I doubt I’ll be able to live to a ripe old age. And even if I do, I’ll suffer from Alzheimer’s. By then, I’ll be lost in my own thoughts and lose control over my bladder control. I won’t hear you when you talk to me. That’s worse than being in a coma,” she concluded calmly.

Su Xuyan’s heart ached for her.

Since young, Bai Rong had been a diligent and smart student. Even though she had to work in university to pay for her tuition fees, she had always come out top in her class.

He couldn’t believe someone as smart as her would end up suffering from Alzheimer’s in her old age.

After all, he saw with his own eyes what happened to Bai Bing.

“It can be treated, right?” Su Xuyan’s brows were furrowed.

“I don’t know. Perhaps in the future when the technology is more advanced. But that’s too far ahead for me, so I won’t think about that.” Bai Rong sighed and gazed at him. “Su Xuyan, will you give me my child now?”

Rage bubbled up within Su Xuyan as he grabbed her shoulders. “Why are you so stubborn? Don’t you remember who caused you to commit suicide and suffer from manic episodes?” He roared angrily. “It isn’t me. It’s Gu Mingchen! If you insist on staying with him, your illness will only get worse! Let me tell you. Zhou Hailan bore Gu Mingchen a child, too.”

Bai Rong’s eyes widened in surprise. “What? How is that possible? Zhou Hailan told me she got pregnant after her captors gang-raped her.”

“Why do you think those people gave Gu Mingchen the aphrodisiac six years ago? He escaped and didn’t have sex with Zhou Hailan, but he did have sex with you. After that, those people collected his semen and impregnated Zhou Hailan. They wanted to use his child to blackmail him,” Su Xuyan revealed calmly.

Bai Rong’s mind was blown. She staggered backward in shock. As Su Xuyan wasn’t holding on to her tightly, she nearly collapsed and barely supported herself by holding on to the sink.

Zhou Hailan must’ve lied when she said she was gang-raped. She must’ve known that her child belongs to Gu Mingchen.

But Gu Mingchen knows nothing about it.

She asked me to locate the child so she can pretend to explain about her being gang-raped in front of Gu Mingchen so he’ll feel guilty.

At that thought, her head started aching dully.

Gu Mingchen is a responsible man. If he knows Zhou Hailan gave birth to his child and was even raped because of him, he might change his mind.

I won’t be able to accept that. I’ll go crazy and sink into the depths of despair.