Ashley turned around and looked at Raymond in his eyes. The air of peacefulness about her and the unfeeling look in her eyes worsened the whole situation. "What else can we talk about?" she started in a flat tone. "I believe I have nothing to do with you anymore."
Raymond felt his heart break into pieces.
Cheating on Ashley was something that Raymond never intended to do. He was drunk that night, and he truly mistook Lena for Ashley. The feeling of regret was overwhelming him, but he knew that there was nothing else he could do to right what he had done wrong.
"Ashley, it was all my fault. Please forgive me," Raymond begged, with his eyes being already red. "I know you still love me. Please, Ashley, give me another chance to love you and take care of you. I promise this won't even happen again." With every word he said, Raymond felt his gut twist.
"Shut up," Ashley replied, her eyes still devoid of emotion. "What? You still love me? So what now? You're just gonna forget what happened?" Ashley's tone was becoming more pointed. Hurt was starting to color her eyes.
For some reason, seeing Ashley react like this and hearing the words that came out of her mouth relieved the grief-stricken Raymond. For him, Ashley being angry was a testament that she still loved him. 'If she wasn't affected like this, that's when I'd really be worried, ' he said to himself, sighing silently.
Whatever punishment Ashley had in store for him, he was ready for it. Having her back was the only thing that he wanted at that very moment.
Raymond took a deep breath, looked Ashley in the eyes, and said, "Lena is a good girl, but she isn't the one I love. You know that it's you who I love. Lena will find someone else, and she will give us her blessing once she finds out we're together," Raymond said firmly. He thought that saying that would appease the girl in front of him, but it seemed like it elicited a reaction opposite of what he was expecting.
From anger, Ashley's face contorted into a look of disbelief and disgust. 'Did this guy really say that Lena is a good girl?' she thought to herself, torn between wanting to laugh and wanting to slap Raymond.
'And how could he expect Lena to give us her blessing after what happened between them? That isn't what a boss of a big firm would do.'
There was nothing else Ashley could do at that moment but look at Raymond like he was some kind of a freak.
'Has he lost all his judgement about women, especially Lena?' she said to herself, now disappointed.
Everyone was fully aware of the things Lena had done, and not one of those things could be considered good or kind.
Like the marriage of the Mu family and the Luo family. The engagement was made with little to no concern about its consequences. Then, if ever they called it off, they also wouldn't care about its implications. The impact it would make to the families and companies concerned literally didn't bother them at all.
Raymond's mother wouldn't allow his son to see her any longer if they canceled the engagement. She was sure of it. 'A good horse will never return to graze on grass that it has already passed by, ' Ashley silently thought. 'Hasn't he heard of that before?'
What Raymond had done could be regarded as a betrayal. And from the moment that Raymond betrayed her, she decided to cut all the connections with him.
But she knew that what happened wasn't all on Raymond. 'I mean, how could he even recognize a woman who is so good at acting? How would he be able to see how double-faced she is?' she thought to herself.
"Hahaha..." A sarcastic laugh escaped Ashley's mouth.
"Raymond, could you be more foolish?" she started, her tone condescending. "You're already engaged to Lena," she said firmly. "If you think that that's a game, let me tell you - it's not. It won't be easy for you to cancel that. Please don't be naive."
Upon hearing what Ashley said, Raymond froze. He didn't know what affected him more, being called foolish or naive.
"No, Ashley, it's not like that," he started, gripping Ashley tight by the shoulders. "Believe me, Lena's going to let go and I can make everything okay. Give me another chance, please." Ashley couldn't help but roll her eyes.
How and why would Lena ever do that? Getting engaged to Raymond took a lot of work on her part. What made Raymond think that she would give that up that easily?
'I could see Lena ending her engagement with Raymond, ' Ashley admitted in her mind. 'As a strategy though." That was the Lena she knew. Getting connected to the Luo family was hard. There was no way Lena was going to give up like it was nothing.
Glancing at Raymond, Ashley saw him looking dispirited. 'Still handsome though, ' she noted in her mind. Taking a deep breath, she decided to shut out Raymond's proposal. "Your engagement with Lena doesn't only concern both of you, but also both your families," she started. "Stop asking me to give you another chance. I don't want to have any connections with you any longer." She took another deep breath. "I have loved you, missed you, dreamt about you. All of that is in the past now. You're nothing but a stranger to me now."
Saying that hurt her, but she gritted her teeth and swallowed whatever she was feeling.
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