If it was not for the attachment, she felt toward Khaos, Zuri would have done something horrendous toward him. She wouldn’t allow them left unscathed after the hell that they put her through. She would hold onto her grudge and make them suffer the way they tortured her.
However, the attachment that she felt for Khaos didn’t allow her to do so. It almost felt like a mate bond and right now, she was being very dependable to Khaos.
She had no one else.
In the past, she had Khaos when she betrayed her father and Xaden, therefore, even though it pained her to hold onto him and the betrayal she felt toward her brother boiled her blood, she stupidly kept holding onto something she knew, something she was familiar with.
"I hope you and all the people with you, will never find happiness."
After saying that, Zuri curled herself and fell asleep, she spent the rest of the day sleeping. She only woke up when she needed to relieve herself with Khaos’s help or when Khaos helped her to eat.
He didn’t say anything about what she said earlier and Zuri didn’t have the energy to hate him more than that. She had to deal with the darkness and the voices in her mind. She was tired. ƒreeωebnovel.ƈom
There was one night, where she thrashed her body and cried so loud, Khaos had to literally pin her down to stop her from clawing herself. Blood stained the bed and Khaos had to carry her to the other room and let someone else to clean up the bloody sheet.
"I HATE YOU!" Zuri screamed on the top of her lungs, as she hit Khaos, trying to claw his face. She looked crazy. She was crazy because the voices in her head told her to kill him. Without Khaos, there was no need for beauty blood and she didn’t need to suffer again. "I AM GOING TO KILL YOU!"
However, when Khaos allowed her claws embedded deep inside his chest, Zuri startled, she immediately retracted her hand and then whimpered, feeling guilty because she had hurt him.
Her emotion was all over the place. She jumped from one emotion to the other, bouncing from her desire to kill Khaos and the guilty feeling to feel that way. It drove her crazy. The voices made her crazy. She was crazy.
"I am sorry, I am sorry... I didn’t mean to hurt you..." Zuri scrambled to her feet, trying to touch him. She couldn’t see him, but she knew the stickiness in her fingers was his blood.
"I am fine." Khaos said, his wound had started to heal. He held Zuri, pressed her face against his chest, even though he knew it was too risky, if her emotion was not stable and she wanted to stab him again, she had a perfect access to claw his heart out.
Even so, he didn’t let her go, until she calmed down, but someone knocked on the door. It was Gayle.
"Alpha, the king is on his way here, he received a report about..." he halted for a while, looking for the right word to say. "The commotion."
What he meant with the commotion was Zuri’s screams. She had screamed so loud, people could hear her in this pack house.
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