Kavi's POV
I could not sleep with this nagging feeling at my heart. A sweet pain! My heart, mind, soul and body wants him. It was evident that I was already having a strong attachment towards him. Yet something in me still stopping me from accepting him completely. He was proving his love to me by expressing it to me all this past week. And I don't have any doubt about the genuineness of our love.
I sat up not comfortable with the same bed I slept all these days. I tried to mind link him but his walls were up. I nudged his walls a few times but no response.
I walked down and peeked on my mother's room. She was sleeping peacefully. This is the second week she was having her undisturbed sleep. I walked out and sat on the porch and diverted my thought to some other thing, but all thoughts were running back to my mate at the end.
I wonder how Rakshana was taking that her son was going to become Alpha of Blood warriors and surely we have to leave this pack. And particularly Blood warriors pack is very weak in front of others without an Alpha. I need to go there before something happens. There are lots of threat to a pack from neighbours and rogues.
I suddenly inhaled my mate's scent and looked up. I found his silhouette froze on his step with a leg on air and he gave a defeated sigh with a chuckle and lazily walked to me. He must be sneakily coming here but I caught him. He sat next to me.
"What are you doing here at this time?"
We both asked at the same time and smiled at the connectivity we have. His scent and the chill atmosphere was making me want to do so many delicious things to him.
"I couldn't sleep without..."
I stopped when I realised what I was about to say. He was smirking obviously caught my slip.
"I knew! I am struggling with the same problem. That's why I sneaked out when I first felt a nudge at my head. I guessed it must be you."
He said with a cheeky smile while taking my hand in his and rubbing it softly. The tingles were making my brain cease to work. I leaned my head on his shoulder with a contented sigh. We sat there at the darkness for a few minutes in complete silence.
"Umm... We should get some sleep. You can use the guest room."
I told him as I was feeling shy to invite him to my room.
"Do you think I came here to sleep in the guest room?"
He smirked and lifted me in the bridal side while he was getting up.
I can get used to being in his arm like this. I didn't reply to him but helped him to open and lock the front door silently. He took me to my room and put me in the centre of the bed. I rolled to the left side to give him some space. He hopped in and pulled the comforter over us and snuggled closer to me. I switched off the lamp with my bedside switch and turned to my mate.
The moon was peeking inside to supervise us. I am alone in my room with the most attractive creature I have ever seen in my life. And he was decorating my bed gloriously. Thankfully he didn't remove his t-shirt. I pressed my thighs together to not let my arousal reach his nose. The mate bond is stimulating my hormones.
He nudged my head with his bicep to raise my head. I complied to him and laid on his bicep and kept my hand around his torso. He inhaled my scent deeply and sighed. I hesitantly looked up at him and found him looking at me with a smile. I can easily fight a pack of wolf alone but I was so nervous and my heart was pumping my blood too fast whenever I was with him. It was mixed torture of being safe, calm, contented yet nervous with anticipation, shyness, desire and lust. I licked my lips and leaned forward to kiss his cheek. The soft touch was igniting something inside me which I never experienced in my life. I used my elbow to raise myself and kissed his other cheek. The smile in his face had now turned to a smirk.
I kissed his forehead and looked at his shining eyes. I waited for a few seconds and pecked the tip of his nose. I didn't pull all the way but waited there to look at his eyes for any change in emotions. They were darker now. I teasingly rubbed my nose on his and raised my hand on his torso and cupped the side of his neck. My wolf loves this teasing game. His aura started radiating love and lust which was increasing every second. My male was enjoying my advances!
I slowly peppered kissed very near his mouth to test his limits. He lost his patience and gripped my hair to pull me to his lips. I smiled and let him do the honour. He grazed his lips on mine before catching them between his. I could not control the moan slipping out of my throat. His other hand snugly sneaked to hold around my waist. He moves his lips expertly making all the nerve ending in my body to wake up. And my wolf growled when we inhaled his arousal.
I straddled him in a swift motion and kissed him passionately to compensate all the time I made him wait. His hand were holding my hip and massaging them slightly. I fulfilled my longtime wish of touching his muscular torso and chest. We pulled away for air but he continues his assault over my neck. I moaned out loud and tried to close my thighs when he found my marking spot. He licked there again and again, making my pant drench with my wetness. I leaned completely over him and gripped his biceps tightly. He grazed his teeth over the spot and peppered kisses around it.
My wolf was trying to take control to mark our mate. And his action was stimulating the bond to grow and stimulating my sensitivity. I moaned his name to stop us from getting carried away. He sighed softly and turned around and laid me on the bed softly. He kissed my forehead and hugged me to his body and whispered me to go to sleep. I smiled and hugged him back. I knew tonight, I was going to get a great sleep in my life. I listened to our heartbeats and drifted off to sleep.
I woke up with tingles all over my body. Somehow I have landed on him during the night. Like a koala baby, I was hugging his body. I tilted my head and saw him sleeping peacefully like a cute baby. I had the best sleep in my life. I slowly peeled myself off him and went to freshen up. Tonight I was going to the rogue tournament and I was planning to take him with me. After the fight with my mom's mate, I didn't go there. But I feel like going tonight. It was indeed a great source of training.
The council has decided to inquire the case within a week and in the meantime, Krishnan and Ilamaran were locked up. My mom told that Ilamaran was broken to knew all these as he was a sincere follower of his father and now when he realised that his mom wasn't real mate of his role-model, he was broken and betrayed. As he couldn't have the complete control over the pack, he started using silver to shut his enemies and being the future alpha, he was never punished for such behaviour. Weak wolves might even die of silver. But Krishnan always made his rules generous for his son.
I visited Blood warriors twice in the last week to know how they have functioned before. And I think they need a major change in a whole way. They are still functioning in old ways. I could let go a few. But not everything. And most of the people haven't even bothered to complete the schooling. And their connection with the human world was very low. They portray themselves as a closed community which leads a few wolves who get human as their mate to suffer. Because they don't know how to behave with them. The defence and fighting skills of them were very good. That's how they are managing without an Alpha for the past twenty days.
Manohar called me yesterday to take charge of the pack soon as he has heard that a pack was planning to go on war to capture the lands of Blood Warriors. It was bothering me. Aryan uncle told that he was so eager to talk about the peace treaty with the new Alpha of Blood warriors also he made necessary arrangements for my transfer. I was worried and afraid to urge Akhilan. Yet I can't hide the fact from him always. I know better to not hide it to him.
My mom wants to stay in Green Ocean pack till they get a new doctor and she agreed to transfer with me after that. I agreed with her. She has her concerns about me but I can understand her loyalty and dedication. First I have to talk to my mate. I will feel better if he comes with me. But I don't want to increase the rage of my mother-in-law for separating her and her son. I already did a permanent damage to her once.
I walked out of my bathroom after keeping a new toothbrush on the counter for him and found him stirring in his sleep. His hands were searching on the sides of the bed for me with a frown. My heart fills with love just by looking at his gesture. I could understand the importance of mate bond to a werewolf. He opened his eyes and searched for me in panic. His gaze stopped at me with a sigh of relief. I smiled and went to him. I was already in my training outfit which he hates because it shows more skin. But now that we are alone, he was in a playful mood.
"Good morning, baby. How did you sleep?"
I asked while stroking his hair.
"The best night of my life. But soon it would be one of the best nights."
He smirked and sat up stroking my blushing cheeks. I hid the chill ran through my spine on hearing his sleepy voice. It was so sexy.
"Good. Now get ready for the training."
I pulled him from the bed and pushed him inside my bathroom with a towel. He waved at me with a wink before locking the door. I straightened the bed and now I love this room as it has a mixture of my mate's scent.
I went down to see whether my mom was awake but instead, I found a note telling that she was going early to hospital and the breakfast was in the oven. And also she mentioned to 'Have fun'. She might have come to my room and she left early to give us some privacy on seeing my mate in my bed. Oh Moon!
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