Mya's P.O.V.
I honestly didn't know what to do. I've been in many situations where I was scared or uncomfortable, but this...this was different. I never had comfort and security before daddy came along. Now that he's in my life I just feel safe. I even feel safe around Harry and GG, but none of them were here. I didn't like that at all. This Andrew guy made me feel a whole bunch of mixed emotions. I felt sad and nervous...but mostly afraid. I didn't know him and I just felt like anything could happen. But maybe I was over thinking things.... I mean he hasn't done anything to me yet and daddy said that he was a good guy. So maybe I should just relax and see how things go....give it a chance.
The man told me that I can call him Drew. Drew and I were sitting on the couch with Aladdin in between us. I was slightly thankful because Aladdin's body created a wall between Drew and I. My body shivered uncontrollably. I had to pee so bad but I didn't want him to change me. That was daddy's job not his. I shifted in discomfort as I felt my bladder become undone. The warm feeling of pee surrounded me and I felt my control start to drift. Tears welled up in my eyes as I quickly wiped them away. I twitched as the feeling of discomfort increased. I couldn't hold back any longer. I let out a loud shriek scaring both Aladdin and Drew.
Aladdin ran to his bed and Drew frowned. "What's the matter with the baby?"
I didn't answer. Tears continued to fall from my eyes as I cried harder. I was so embarrassed. "Don't cry sweetheart, tell me what's wrong."
I shook my head as I pulled my knees up to my chest. Drew pulled me into his lap and rubbed my back. I whimpered as the wet diaper squished against against my bum.
"What's wrong sweetheart?"
'Just tell him already Mya' the voice said. I wiped my tears as more fell. I don't want to tell him. He groaned, 'just do it.'
I burried my face into Drew's chest and cried harder. "I-I pee pee..." I couldn't look at him. My ears were burning as embarrassment filled my limbs. To my surprise he kissed my forehead, "That's ok hun let's go get you changed."
He slowly stood and placed me on his hip. I whined point to my paci. He looked at me.... almost like glaring causing me to shut up instantly. He picked up my paci slowly examining it. "You want this..?" I nodded slowly. He looked at me then at the paci then back at me. He slowly raised his hand and placed the paci in between my lips. I started sucking on it immediately. I wasn't sure but I think I saw his signature smirk...
I gripped him tightly as he went up the stairs and into my room. It's like he knew exactly where to go and what to do...it was kind a creepy. He laid me on the changing table and lifted my skirt. He looked up at me then down at my diaper. 'He's scaring me' the voice said. I nodded agreeing with him. He pulled down my diaper and more tears fell from my eyes. He didn't speak at all. He just focused on changing me.
Once he was done he stood back and looked me up and down like he was examining what he done. "You hungry or want a bottle or something?" I nodded as I got excited. "Bottle bottle!!!"
He lifted me off the table and grabbed my hand. "Let's go get you some warm milk."
I was so uncomfortable. He's really nice but there's just something about him....I just don't know what it is. He never smiled. He smirked from time to time but he never smiled. It really bothered me.....I want daddy. I pulled the band aid off my neck and placed it in the garbage. I need to scratch it. The ants started to run again. I whined and twitched. I can't do this anymore. I tried to hold it back but I just can't anymore.
I threw myself on the floor and screamed kicking my legs. "I want daddyy!" I continued to kick and scream as tears clouded my vision. Drew looked at me horrified but then quickly masked it with an emotionless face. I cried louder causing Aladdin to bark. Drew's pale eyes looked into mine with the most hatred I've ever seen. I was terrified. 'Whats wrong Mya?' The voice asked. I felt sweat build up on my forehead. 'I want daddy Jamie. I mean how could he just leave me with this guy?' Jamie sighed, 'just try to make the best of it' I shook my head, what terrible advice. Before I could even speak up...the unthinkable happened.
Drew yanked me up my my collar and pulled me close to his face. "Now you listen here you little b!tch!! You and I both know that I don't wanna be here and you're not making it any better for me. So I advise you shut that
f!cking mouth of yours before I beat the sh!t outta you!!!"
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