After Sleeping with My Childhood Prince, I Kicked Him Out from My World novel Chapter 61

Chapter 61

36: Worthless

<<. Avery, >>

I sigh in content as I lay in bed. I don’t know what it is. But I am feeling a strange bliss right now. I literally cannot remember when was the last time I had sex–this intense–with someone. It’s been a long long time. I went on dates and made out with men. But sex itself it’s been long.

the

M walks away from me, and I hear a click of the bathroom door. I grin like a fool and slide the blindfold above my

eyes.

How long will we play this game?

Will we divorce each other without even seeing one’s faces?

No, I decide, I would like to see him. Not now, because I’m enjoying this. But later–I would like to see his face.

I turn on my back and wince at the tingling sensation. My body is warm at spots where he spanked and flogged me. It wasn’t too hard. Each blow was calculated. Was the sex intense because I was flogged for the first time? Or is it

because M knows how to use his tools?

I come out of my reverie with a sound behind the bathroom door. I slide the blindfold on my eyes again, and all of a sudden, I become painfully aware of my naked body.

My scar. My stretch marks. My imperfect body. With no clothes to hide behind, every insecurity comes rushing back at me. I grab the sheet and make a futile attempt to cover myself.

Oh Hell!

He can watch me – as if he didn’t fuck my brains out barely a few minutes ago–I know I am thinking absurdly, but my mind doesn’t know any better.

I try to untangle and unfold the sheet and pull it over my body. I guess it’s high time to go back home before I can ruin this blissful feeling by overthinking or he ruins it by saying something stupid–which usually my dates do.

Wait a minute…

Is this a date or just a hookup? Hookup with my husband… I snort, thinking how absurd this sounds.

“What are you doing? Are you cold?”

My head whiplashes towards the voice.

“I… No… I just wanted something on my body,” I stammer and breathe heavily as a strange sense of excitement rolls all over me. I feel his hand wrap around my ankle and he pulls me hard. I shriek as I slides towards the edge of the

bed.

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“Oh, my God! A little warning MI” I yelp and sit up. Then I try to pull the sheet around to cover my breasts.

“Did I scare you?” He asks and pulls the sheet away.

Fucking great! I awkwardly fold my arms to my chest.

“Wh- What are you doing?” I ask as he widens my legs and I yelp when I feel lamp warm cloth to my core.

Oh Wow! It feels good. I hadn’t realized I was sore.

“Just cleaning you.”

“Nobody did that for me before.”

It feels odd and too intimate. Why am I even allowing this? I am totally capable of doing this.

“Did you get cuddles, at least?” He asks, and I flush. Memories of disaster dates come rushing back to me.

I tell him it’s been almost a year, and he responds in a barely audible voice, “Oh fuck.”

My mind runs a million miles and I try to understand what it means. Was I bad in bed? My face turns hot with

shame and embarrassment.

“Get up,” he says and tugs my arm, and I stand up and wince a little.

He traces my spine with a finger and murmurs, “You have been a good girl, Avery.”

uhmmm Thank you?

“You do this with everyone you play?” I ask.

“I literally know nothing about the ABC of BDSM,” I admit, and he laughs.

“We will stay for the night and I will do one thing before you go to sleep. So be prepared,” He says in a strange, firm voice and a shiver passes down my body.