After Sleeping with My Childhood Prince, I Kicked Him Out from My World novel Chapter 87

62. Wrong expectations

<<. Miles. >>

“It’s nothing… We aren’t supposed to mingle with each other. Now that we have cleared this up. I should leave…”

Her words echo in my head.

I don’t get it.

It’s risky. I have decided to pressurize her, anyway. I want to know what’s in her pretty head. But she isn’t ready to

talk.

I never gave a fuck about any girls before. Especially if they play hard to get. I despise and push them out of my life in no time.

But with Avery… I cannot. Also I know her words are out of frustration.

Is it about the game at Dom’s club? When I left abruptly. Technically, we never discussed why I left. Not that I can tell her the real reason when Liam is involved. It’s a sensitive topic. I never saw Liam that vulnerable before.

“I am not your sub, M,” she says finally. And a hope flares in my heart.

Now finally she has given me something. When I ordered her to stay, I was expecting her to walk out. But her reply. What does it mean?

Does she want me to collar her? Does she want a bonded relationship or something more?

“Do you want to be?” I ask her to understand.

“I am not sure.”

I smother a smile. Being ‘not sure‘ is better than an absolute no.

I wait for her to say something, but she refuses to make eye contact.

“Look at me.”

She glances at me through her eyelashes at first, then finally meets my gaze. I cannot help but notice her beautiful eyes. Deep Collins, like melted chocolate, sparkling in the light. Her long, dark lashes framed them perfectly, making them stand out.

When was the last time I admired someone’s eyes?

I have always been shallow to women. Today I want to make a difference.

“Do not avoid eye contact with me. I don’t like that. And I hate it when you avoid talking.”

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I take a pause as she looks at me though those vulnerable eyes.

“I am not into talking… I am rather into fucking and move on.. But today I am trying to make an effort, Avery. So I want you to take a step towards me. Can you do that?”

She swallows hard and nods. “I- I think I would like that…”

I blow out a breath of relief. After a long time, I am unsure how I am supposed to proceed. This sensation is novel. Being afraid that I might fuck it up or she might shut me out again.

For the first time I want to try something new.

It could be the beginning of something special. Something that I have been avoiding my whole life. I am a little anxious. If this night works out, I would like to know where it takes us.

“I always felt it was one sided?” she states, gathering courage. “Is it?”

I feel a twist in my stomach. I have been so lost with my dilemma, I never realized how I made her feel. Ever since that night in hotel, when she stumbled into my room naked, I have labeled it one thing or another.

I open my mouth to answer, but the server’s cheerful voice interrupts us.

“Fucking hell,” I mutter under my breath.

“Here is your food!” The server says, putting a plate with sushi rolls with crispy coating onto the table.

“Here you are, Sir…. A 12–ounce ribeye steak, cooked to medium–rare perfection. Enjoy,” the waiter says with a smile as he places a small dish of butter and a sprinkle of herbs on the side of her plate.

The server leaves, and Avery’s eyes flicker to my plate.

Interesting…

“Come here,” I tell her, as I slide my chair back and gesture her to sit on my lap.

“Excuse me?”

Her eyes widen and she looks around frantically.The Restaurant is not exactly empty. So I understand her turmoil.

Wouldn’t it be nice of her to push her limits?

I have never owned a sub before but public exhibition is the thing I would like to try with her.

“I don’t like to repeat myself,” I tell her in a calm voice. “I think your trainers are not doing a good job at the barn.”

My jaw ticks, imagining. Are they fucking her? I know I have no right, but I don’t like it.

“I will take over your training to make sure you learn to pay attention to your Dom.”

Her pupils dilate and lips part. She doesn’t object. Heat rushes to my cock, thinking about ways I could make her

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compliant.

This is embarrassing,” she says as she makes her way to my chair.