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1 week later
It had been a week since she left and to say that he had been a wreck would be an understatement. He had been searching for her the past week like a thirsty man in search of water in the desert. His pack members have been relentlessly searching for her, day and night.
But it was the same thing everytime they came back from the search. With their head hung low they would utter the words that made him and his wolf go crazy.
"I'm sorry Alpha, we couldn't find her."
Those words were enough for his control to snap like how a thin thread snaps into two.
He has been spiraling down, his wolf constantly reminding him of her and whining and whimpering inside his head didn't help either.
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1 month later
The moonlight streamed through the open window of his room, the rattling of chains against each other could be heard.
He wasn't worried about the fact that anyone of his pack members would hear the rattling noises and try to come up and check, for this whole floor was out of limits unless you had Alpha's permission and the rooms were sound proof.
He could feel his control slipping. This was something no one knew about, something he made sure was kept hidden, well only two people knew about this. His beta and the beta female.
He trusted them enough to know that this piece of information would get out to the pack members.
He didn't want his pack members to know that their Alpha had trouble controlling his wolf. Alpha's were said to be powerful especially because they had a good control of their wolf side more than a normal wolf. But in Adryan's case, it was different.
Every full moon, which meant once every month since the day he turned sixteen and experienced his first shift, he had been doing this. Ten years of absolute torture and pain.
Every full moon night, he chained himself to these chains. He did it to take his wolf, but as the years passed, he found it more difficult to reign in his wolf. Vince, his wolf was different compared to other wolves. Adryan did feel it to.
His wolf was too powerful, he could find any possible explanations for this situation.
Thick chains bound him from escaping and possible harming any lingering pack members.
Silver was harmful for wolves, it burned their skin. Adryan had resorted to using silver laced chains to help him stay in his human form. He feared that if he escaped he would do something like he did last time he escaped.
"All done man" Brian's voice snaps him out of his reverie.
Adryan nods his head. Tugging at the chains to check whether they would hold him down, when he is sure it wouldn't he turns towards Brian.
"Thankyou"
"Don't mention it, I will come by tomorrow morning to check on you." with that said Brian leaves.
Brian had been the one helping him for the past few years.
He stared outside the window, he watched as the midnight rolled in. The moon was high up in the sky.
He could feel the familiar feeling rising inside him.
It was little things at first.
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