Alpha alec's redemption (Sadie) novel Chapter 149

“It is,” I say with a sigh.

“Remember what I told you before you left?” he asks.

I stay quiet as I try to rack my brain, trying to remember what he told me. After a minute, there is nothing. He said a lot of things.

“You’ll have to be a bit more specific, King,” I tell him, because no matter what I try, I just don’t remember.

“I told you,” he pauses, taking in a deep breath. “I felt like some things were going to happen. That going back to Alec’s pack would bring about certain things. Certain changes. I just wasn’t sure what they were.”

It clicks in my mind, and I remember his words. I remember how worried he was on the day we were leaving. I remember how anxious he was.

He continues. “That’s why I asked if you were sure about going back.”

It all starts to make sense now. His instance to know if I was ready to go back to Alec’s pack. I didn’t understand him then, but it seems like he sensed something.

I clench the phone in my hand and then release it before I can break it. “A lot has happened these past few days that I don’t even know where to start or what to do. As much as I wish I could come back home and bury my head in the sand concerning Alec’s pack, I can’t. Not now that I know the positive effect my presence has had on his people.”

That’s the thing. Every time I think, ‘Fuck it, I am going back home,’ I’m reminded of the kids, and my heart softens. Like I have mentioned before, they are the ones keeping me here. They are the reason I am staying.