Alpha alec's redemption (Sadie) novel Chapter 82

Sadie.

Waking up this morning, I felt like I hadn’t gotten any sleep the whole night. I was tired, my eyes felt dry, and I had a headache to end all headaches.

Is it wrong that I wish Alec had never stepped foot in my pack? Everything that has happened started when he came here. Before, though I was still in hiding, my life was peaceful. Then Alec got here. For whatever reason, everything blew in my face.

“Do you regret the changes? The power you got?” Nyx asked while I was getting ready for yet another day where Alec was still in my pack.

“I don’t know” I’d replied honestly. “I feel like these powers will interrupt the simple life I’ve built. I feel that with powers come with a destiny I’m not sure I’m ready for. Sure, it’s good that I have them because now I can protect, my pack, friends and family better, but I just don’t know.”

I’m not afraid to say that I was scared out of my mind. Things were changing right before my eyes, and I didn’t like some of the changes. I’d thought the goddess was done with toying with my life like a damn soccer ball, but I was wrong.

Why would she make Alec my mate? It would have been different three years ago before he shattered me. I would have been ecstatic about the news before, when I was madly in love with him, but not now. Not after everything he put me through.

Pushing those thoughts to the back of my head, I finished getting ready and went to Aspen’s room. By the time we were done yesterday with Alec, she was already asleep and I didn’t want to wake her up.

“Morning, my Love” I said as I walked up to her bed.

She sat up while rubbing her eyes to clear sleep, “Good morning, mommy.”

After giving her a kiss, I walked to the windows and opened the curtains to let in the morning light.

“Do you want me to pick an outfit for you?” I asked.

When she nodded her head, I walked to her closet and opened it. Aspen loved to explore. Her curiosity about everything and anything, reminds me so much of Piper sometimes.

Pulling a pink t-shirt with unicorns on them, black leggings and a pair of flat shoes, I helped her get ready. When I’m done, I help her wash her face, brush her teeth and hair, before pulling her thick hair into pigtails.

“You didn’t come yesterday like you’d promised” she said pouting as we walked to the kitchen for breakfast.