Alpha's Regret-My Luna Has A Son novel Chapter 135

Macey POV 

The following morning, I woke to a pinch in my neck.I had hardly slept all night as I fought the urge, yet m y attempts to stay awake were unsuccessful, exhaustion eventually taking me.

"shh, my love, it is just a sedative," Carter murmured as he pulled the syringe from my neck.

My fingertips touched the spot.He had handcuffed me to him during the night.

I had tried to shift out of my restraints, yet he pounced on me before I even made i t a step from the bed.

Which earned me the handcuffs for my efforts.He had also drugged me the moment h e wrestled me back into the restraints.

I had cursed myself all night.I should have held out longer, earned his trust.

All night I had stared at the ceiling completely paralyzed.

Panic coursed through me as he stabbed me again, this time.

"It’s just precaution.This won’t paralyze you completely, just stop you from shifting mostly and is more of a muscle relaxant.My father’s invention, shitty man, but a smart one," he says.

There was so much I could say about his father’s intelligence, or lack thereof.

Yet I held my tongue.

Carter waited for the drug to start taking effect, watching me as he got changed as my limbs became heavy, yet I still had feeling in them.

He sets a bucket by the bed and my brows furrow.

"In case you need to use the bathroom.It should start to wear off just before I get back," he says.

I growled a t him, disgusted that he would even think I would use it.If that fucker thinks I am using that, he is surely mistaken.I would rather shit my pants and watch him clean me with no working water here.

Pay back for keeping me locked up like a dog.

"I know it isn’t ideal, but just in case.I won’t be long."

My tongue feels thick in my mouth, soI smile a t him, cursing him to the goddess.

He leans over the bed as if he sees nothing wrong with the entire scenario and pecks my lips.

I hate how the bond reacts to his affections.

The goddess really fucked up when she created us.

No matter how vile and despicable our mates are, our bonds flourished got excited from any form of attention.

All I know is when I meet her in the afterlife, I have few choice words for her about this entire mate bond bullshit.

One thing I have always been envious about with humans.

They seriously have no idea how lucky they are to be able to choose their own destiny and who they allow in it.

But no! We shun them and are punished with death unless you're an Alpha and pack tethered.

What a crock of shit that is.

You really fucked that up, Moon Goddess! Shouldn’t the goddess be a feminist? She is a woman, after all! 

"I won’t be long.There is a town about an hour away, so try to rest because tonight we complete the mate bond," he tells me, brushing his knuckles down my cheek.

I turn my head away from him and he growls.

"We will complete the mate bond, Macey.I would prefer if you willingly accept that, but if not I will make you submit," he says, and I turn back to look at him.

He growls at me, forcing his aura out to show he is perfectly capable of what he threatened.

"Choose wisely Macey, sometimes it is better to give in," he says before walking out.

Yep, well, he just solidified it now.

If I can’t find a way out of these restraints, I am shitting myself.

Let’s see how willing he is then! ; Whatever he gave me worked pretty quickly. I found even lifting my head difficult, yet I could move, so that was something as I rolled off the bed and hit the floor with a hard thump and I groaned.

The floor was harder than it looked, or maybe it was because I felt like dead weight.

Yet once on the ground, I tried to sit up, managing to prop myself up against the bedside table.

Man, I felt so heavy and my body tingled like it had pins and needles.I glanced around the room, yet even I knew it was pointless.

There was nothing here that would break the thick chain, and then what? Should I try to roll my way out of here or army crawl? I would be lucky to make it off the porch.I stare at the plastic bucket before growling and smacking it with my hand.

The bucket skidded across the floor by the fire and that took way too much effort for such a small movement.

Minutes passed as I looked around the room before resting my head back on the bedside table, the angle making me stare off at the ceiling and fireplace.

My mind wanders to Taylor wondering what she is doing, gosh I missed her.

Wondering what she had for breakfast, wondering whether it was Everly or Zoe who tucked her in last night and kissed her forehead.