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Alpha's Regret After Her Rebirth (Hannah and Noah) novel Chapter 31

Chapter 0031 

Hannah 

25 BONUS 

That night, after the awkward tension at dinner, I found myself unable to finish my plate. The rest of the family banquet went by without incident, Noah keeping his distance after I had seen him watching me from the hallway. I pretended to eat, falling back into my old habits: pushing my food around on the plate, cutting it up into small pieces, always keeping myself and those around me talking so no one would notice.

But around midnight, the hunger pangs started kicking in

That, and the nausea

I was 

Still extremely early in the pregnancy, maybe even too early for morning sickness. But, with so little food in my belly, it felt like a storm was roiling in my gut

I knew I needed to eat, if even only a few bites

Once Noah was out of the house and I was certain everyone was asleep, I quietly made my way down to the kitchen in my nightgown, my bare feet making no sounds on the marble floors. Cautiously, like scared animal searching for scraps, I gathered a small plate of food

A few minutes later, I was back in my bedroom with a plate of cheese, bread, and fruit. It wasn’t much, but it was a start

And I wanted to start getting better. I wanted to nourish myself and the life growing inside me. So I thought that maybe trying to eat alone, in the privacy of my chambers, could be good practice

I settled onto the edge of my bed, the plate balanced carefully on my lap. One slice of fresh bread, a few pieces of sharp cheese, and two strawberriessimple foods, but my stomach still clenched anxiously at the sight of them

Steeling myself, I picked up a piece of the bread

Bread was always one of the most difficult things for me, thanks to the carbs. I stared at it for a long moment, turning it over in my hands as I tried to psyche myself up to take a bite. Finally, I closed my eyes and brought it to my lips, tearing off a small piece with my teeth

The flood of flavors exploded across my tonguethe yeasty warmth of the bread, the slight tang from whatever Zoe had brushed on top before baking. Despite my initial trepidation, it wasdelicious

Suddenly ravenous, as though the tiniest taste of food had sent my body into survival mode, I didn’t hesitate before taking another hungry bite, and another

With my eyes still closed, I chewed slowly, savoring each mouthful. A warmth began to unfurl in my belly, like the little life inside of methe clump of cells that had barely even begun to form into a coherent ball

again. but was still my babywas singing with relief at finally being given sustenance 

Goddess, I couldn’t remember the last time I had tasted something so divine. Not even the sweet, juicy peach slice had felt like this

I was just about to take my last bite when a quiet creak made my eyes shoot open. There, standing frozen in the doorway, was Noah. Our gazes locked, and in my shock, the plate slipped from my lap and 

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clattered to the floor

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We both stood there for a long moment, unmoving. He wasn’t supposed to be here; he had left earlier, and I thought it would be safeand besides, why was he in my room? It wasn’t our intimacy night

I could feel the flush of shame heating my cheeks as I realized what he must think of what he was seetin- me shoveling food in like an uncouth pig, crumbs no doubt scattered across my face and nightgown. I opened my mouth, an excuse ready on my lips, but ho words came out other than

What are you doing here?” 

Noah didn’t answer my question

To my surprise, instead of the insult or dismissive comment I expected, Noah simply crossed the room and bent down to retrieve the fallen plate. He picked up the few scraps that had touched the floor and brushed a few stray crumbs from the sheets before taking a step back

If you were still hungry, why didn’t you eat more at dinner?he asked. Much to my surprise, his tone held no judgment, only curiositywhich was rare for him

I swallowed hard, the remaining bite of bread feeling like a lump in my throat. Rather than answering, I deflected once again. Why are you here so late? Don’t you usually leave the house in the evenings so you can sleep in your office or something?” 

Noah’s brow creased and his mouth twitched slightly at my question, but once again, he didn’t respond. We regarded each other in silence, the distance between us seeming to stretch endlessly

Then, just when I thought he might turn and leave without another word, he spoke again. I had to come back for something.” 

Come back for something. I felt my chest clench at those words. I supposed, for the briefest of moments, seeing him standing in my doorway almost made me wonder if he had come back to see me

But of course he hadn’t. We hated each other, didn’t we

With that, he turned and walked back toward the door without another word. I sat watching him, the taste of the food still lingering on my tongue

You don’t need to be ashamed, you know,he suddenly said

I blinked at the back of his head, utterly surprised by his words. He paused, his hand on the doorknob, and cleared his throat. What he said next left my head reeling

I’mproud of you for eating. For trying

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