With an unreadable expression on her face, Leena smiled gently and sneered.
Lily continued, "I think I might feel guilty to you these days. It's all my fault." Lily apologized.
With a smile on her face, Carlson said, "You've always been in the heart of Carlson. If you can't let him go, you can fight for it." Leena didn't like Lily anymore. Now that she felt sorry for her, why did she get so close to Carlson even though she knew that Carlson was married with her? What's more, she talked to Mr. Martin in the hospital as if she couldn't live without him and would die if she left him. After she recovered, she still lived in Carlson's house. What Lily had done. She didn't take her, the so-called wife of Carlson seriously. Why did she say sorry now.
"No, that's not what I think. It seems that Leena has misunderstood me."
Leena didn't explain. She must have misunderstood. So what? Anyone who saw Lily's performance would misunderstand her.
Lily sighed, "In fact, what I want is... I won't destroy your marriage with Carlson, but I can still be friends with him. We are friends, so I care about and love Carlson, and he will also help me. If something happens to me, they will care about me. If they are friends, they won't mind living in each other's home. They won't avoid suspicion because of such eyes. If I were a man, would Leena still mind my existence so much?"
What Lily said was really reasonable. She didn't destroy the marriage between Carlson and her, but she still wanted to be friends with Carlson. It was a contradiction. No marriage could bear the interference of another female confidant, even a friend. "It's a pity that Miss Lily is not a man," said Leena with a smile.
Lily wasn't a man, so Lily's assumption didn't hold. As long as she was a woman and she was the once beloved woman of Carlson, Lily couldn't make friends with him after he got married. Otherwise, she would step in and destroy other people's family.
She didn't know whether Lily didn't understand this or she and Carlson were both weird people. They didn't care about other people's feelings at all. They just acted on their own and flaunted themselves aboveboard without any stain. It was a little ridiculous!
Lilysaid, "It seems that Leena cares about it very much. I don't know how to explain it to make her believe me. " Lily said innocently and wrongly.
Leena said, "I've always said that I don't mind. You and Carlson are old friends. It's ridiculous for him to marry me, so you can fight for your own happiness. There's no need to explain to me, because sometimes I don't want to care about these things at all. I don't know how to make you believe me." According to her words, Lily was speechless.
It was Lily who had been apologizing to her all the time. She could totally ignore her, so that she could be more comfortable without seeing and feeling. However, Lily and Qin Carlson took turns to criticize her, always emphasizing that she and Carlson were married. They repeatedly reminded her of the fact that she was married, and then ruthlessly hurt her together, which made her very upset. At first, she knew very well that her marriage with Carlson was unreliable, and she had always comforted herself that it didn't matter even if Carlson went out to have fun, as long as she didn't see him. But now, Carlson and Lily were always in front of her, which could not bother her.
"Leena, it's impossible for me to be friends with him. He said that in person. I have nothing else to ask for. I just want to continue to be friends with him. I know I have caused you trouble these days, especially the matter of living in your house, so I apologize to you now. I want to make it clear to you that I really don't want to compete for the ownership of Carlson. I will still respect your marriage. I just hope that you can accept me as a friend of him."
Lily fell into silence. The two of them looked at each other speechlessly and felt a little embarrassed. There were a lot of dishes on the table, but no one touched the chopsticks. The dishes were still on the table, and soon they were cold.
At this time, Lily's mobile phone rang. She smiled awkwardly and had to stand up and go to other places to receive the phone.
Leena sat alone. Thinking of the affair between Lily and Carlson she felt a little annoyed. It seemed that Lily's attitude today was not that bad. Was she too self righteous? She thought too much of herself as the wife of Carlson, so she made her so embarrassed? She didn't know much about marriage and love. She didn't know how to deal with such a thing when she just got married.
She thought for a while and didn't see Lily come back. She walked around while answering the phone and soon didn't know where she was. After waiting for a while, Leena was hungry and ate the food on the table. She couldn't waste all the dishes on the table.
She ate slowly and waited for Lily, but she didn't come back after more than half an hour. The dishes were really cold. In order to leave the dishes to Lily, she didn't to make the dishes too ugly, so she ate little. She just drank soup. After drinking a lot of soup, she was almost full, but she still didn't come back. Leena just sat there and waited.
After waiting for a while, she raised her hand to look at her watch. It had been almost an hour. Did Lily leave the guest to talk on the phone? But it didn't matter. Maybe others could do it, but well-educated Lily couldn't do it.
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