"You've come finally!" said a weak Shirley. It took a great deal of effort for her to just open her eyes and fix them on Jean.
Jean, on the other hand, could hardly take her eyes off Shirley. She took a step closer to her only to get shocked at the sight of a pale fragile Shirley who looked like a ghost of her former self.
It had just been a few days, but Shirley Wen, looked like she was someone else, not the stepsister Jean had grown up with. With a desolate air hanging heavy around her, all life had drained out of Shirleys' face.
Who would believe that this was Shirley Wen, the same Shirley who was known for her being spirited and blazing eyes. Shirley was so frail that it looked she would disappear any time into thin air. Seeing her hardly able to stir, Jean was gripped by mixed feelings in her heart. Still, she tried her best to calm down and stay clear-headed.
"Why did you ask me to come? What do you want?" Jean asked Shirley in a point-blank manner.
"The reason that I asked you to come……" Suddenly Shirley paused mid-sentence. She stared at Jean and then a hint of derisive smile curled the corner of Shirley's lips. She continued,"Because I want to take a good look at you. You must be so happy right now. Am I not right? After all, you've achieved all your goals and you've put me in jail, haven't you? But why did you save me after putting me in jail? Don't you know I'd rather die now? Why not let me die?"
spouted Shirley. As her speech progressed, Shirley's breath became more hurried and her pitch higher.
Seeing the excited expression on Shirley's face, Jean maintained the cool expression on her face. "You should clearly know that I didn't mean to save you," said Jean.
"Then why did you? Are you doing this to torture me? You must be so happy to see all this, am I right?" shouted Shirley all flustered. Shirley finally let her irritation show. She goggled at Jean and added,"Jean Wen, I can't believe that you are so heartless! You even deprive me of the right to end my own life! How can you be so ruthless?"
"This is no way to end your life," replied Jean. She looked Shirley in the eye and added,"If I were you, I'd take my time to recuperate and regain my health. After all, nothing is possible without health. And most importantly, I'd use this time to transform into a better person. In short, live the rest of your life."
"Stop pretending that all of this is out of kindness! I just simply want to end my life. Why are you being so cruel and depriving me of such a humble request," exclaimed Shirley with bitterness written all over her face. Shirley was all flared up at the beginning of her speech, but within minutes, her hard exterior had given way to a helpless crying woman desperate with her plea.
She was in turmoil now and the hopeless look on Shirley's face showed her despair, as if she had given up on seeing the light of the day anymore.
"For me, living in jail is much worse than death. Do you still think that you saved me and you have become great in doing this? No! I do not want to live a life without freedom! I'd rather die!" cried Shirley.
With despair and desolation written all over her face, Shirley looked at Jean with pleading eyes and begged,"Please, please let me die!"
On the other side, seeing Shirley on the verge of breakdown, conflict and apathy came in Zed's mind.
'I was wrong, completely.
It never occurred to me that Shirley would respond with this intensity and that too to reject this opportunity to live. But, Joy had worked so hard to keep Shirley alive.
I thought Shirley would be afraid of death, but I was wrong. It turns out she has complete belief in her actions and will never turn back.' reflected Zed on the turn of events.
Zed began to see Shirley with new eyes but feared, he could do nothing at this moment. He tore his eyes away from Shirley's pale face for seeing her breakdown like this was too much for him.
"Well, it won't be that hard if you really want to die," Jean spoke slowly. By then, Shirley had been crying for quite a while and she had exhausted herself with grief.
"What?!" Shirley was incredulous. She looked up at Jean as she could not believe what she had just heard.
Meanwhile, Zed too was confounded by hearing Jane say this. Somehow, he had a bad feeling about what Jean was about to say next.
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