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Backup Girl No More: Adios to my V-card and My First Love (Brooklyn) novel Chapter 48

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Atlas pinched the bridge of his nose, exhaustion pressing down on him like a weight he couldn’t 

shake

He returned to the estate. Everything was exactly as it had always been

My books still lined the shelves. My favorite mug sat on the kitchen counter. The faint trace of my perfume lingered in their bedroom

It was as if I had never left. As if the past twentyfour hours hadn’t shattered everything

He sank onto the leather couch, his gaze locking onto the enormous wedding portrait that hung in 

the center of the living room

The image had always been there, but tonight, for the first time, he really saw it

The bride and groom stood side by side, facing each other, their hands entwined

To an outsider, they looked like the perfect couple. But if one looked closethere was something else

A quiet sorrow lingering in both of their eyes. I hadn’t understood it before. But now, I did

The sadness in his gaze? It was because he had married a woman he believed he didn’t love

In the beginning, we had treated each other like old friends. Polite. Respectful. But always with an 

invisible wall between us

Until that night

That night when Atlas had come home reeking of whiskey, his composure undone, his defenses 

lowered

He had pinned me beneath him, his breath uneven, his voice raw as he murmured my name over and over again like a prayer

Celeste

Celeste

Celeste

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I hadn’t pushed him away. Instead, I had kissed him first

A hesitant touch that quickly turned desperate. That night, something between us had snapped

There was no more distance

Only tangled sheets, whispered names, and two hearts pressed so close together it was impossible to 

tell where one ended and the other began

From that night on, we had become what the world believed them to bean inseparable couple

A husband and wife who belonged together

And Atlas had convinced himself that what he felt for me was just guilt

That every birthday surprise he planned, every moment he spent by my side, every time he looked at me and felt something tighten in his chest- 

It was all guilt. Nothing more

But now, he finally realized the truth. Atlas clenched his jaw, his hands curling into fists

In the daytoday moments of our life together, in the small intimacies we had shared, he had fallen in love with me. And he hadn’t even noticed

His eyes squeezed shut, his mind flooding with images of me. The way I laughed, eyes crinkling at the corners. The way I looked in the mornings, hair messy, skin warm from sleep

Thenanother image surfacedmy face, pale with pain

His eyes flew open, his breath coming in ragged gasps. His hands trembled as he looked down at the medical report still clutched between his fingers

A sharp, unbearable pain tore through his chest, unlike anything he had ever felt before

Atlas, don’t be sad,a soft voice cooed from behind him. Slender arms wrapped around his shoulders, a familiar floral scent filling the air

Atlas stiffened. For a brief, wild moment, his heart leaped with hopeCeleste, she had come back

He turned abruptly, pulling the figure into a desperate embrace, his voice rough and frantic

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