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"By the time you see this letter, I should have completely disappeared from your world. Is it unexpected?"
The words hit his heart like a hammer. He staggered, and Trevor fell directly on the bed, and his vision seemed to blur.
"Are you stupid enough to think that I've truly fallen in love with you? Impossible! No matter how much you've done for me and how much you've devoted your heart to me, even if you give me your life, in my heart, you're still the one who took advantage of me!"
"Trevor, you were the one who forced me to stay by your side! For the past two years, I begged for perfection and even tried to please you, but it was only so that you could fall in love with me, then I could kick you away so that you could feel the feeling of being abandoned and hurt. The heavens helped me too. Although I suffered a lot and got hurt, you have been soft to me for many times, haven't you? You even gave up your love of so many years for me! Oh, no wonder all of you men are the same. You love a pretty face and sympathize with the weak!"
"I was cruelly hurt by you. Have you ever thought that I, the weak, would bite you one day?"
"You did a lot for me, but so what? I was just acting in a play with you!"
"Fall in love with you? What a joke! You believed it? I don't believe that you fell in love with me either!"
"Forget it. It's all over. No matter whether you really love me or you're obsessed with me, I've been by your side for a long time. I can't bear it anymore!"
"You ruined my love, and I used to think about letting it go... However, I discovered that although it was pity and hate, the person I loved wasn't you after all!"
"Trevor, I've never loved you!"
"If you are really as sincere as you said to feel sorry for me, and want to make up for it, I don't want the rest of your life, as long as you just let me go!]"
"Let me go, don't look for me again, and you don't have to feel guilty anymore. You bullied me once, I lied to you you once. We are even, and let's write off the past!"
"—Victoria"
After finishing reading it in one breath, Trevor clenched his fists and his knuckles turned white. However, he let out a laugh and said, "Heh heh! Endure? So you've been 'enduring' every day around me. You never loved me! Never!"
Each word was like a sharp poisoned blade flashing into the heart. Gnashing his teeth, Trevor smiled, but tears welled up in his eyes.
"I was so sincere to you. From the beginning to the end, you were lying to me? Why did you lie to me?"
He gave his heart to her. For her sake, in order to make up for the harm he had done to her, he was really willing to give up everything. Even if she stabbed him in the face and took his life, he would not be so angry. Why, why did she have to use this method? Why did she wait until he had let down all his guard and pulled out his heart to make plans for the two of them in the future, only to tell him that every moment that they had was fake? It was fake!
With his eyes closed, his heart seemed to be crushed into pieces as if it would turn into dust in a breath. He clenched his fists and felt pain in his internal organs. Then, a stream of blood rushed into his heart. The next second, with a huff, a strong smell of blood suddenly filled his whole throat.
Whoosh...
Trevor covered his chest and suddenly opened his eyes. He raised his hand and wiped off the blood on the corner of his mouth. His ice-blue eyes also sparkled with coldness.
"Vicky, do you know that I really love you? I really want to give you everything.... You can kill me, you can leave. As long as you say it, you can choose your happiness in any way!"
He would help her. He would! Even if he was heartbroken, he would still try his best to win her love, instead of using force and breaking up!
Why, why did she lie to him? Why did she trample on his true feelings? In this life, he had never treated a woman like this! For her, his career, his first love and his cousin, he had given them up, and she was lying to him?
Every word she said to him had a purpose?
Did she do everything for him with a purpose?
"Was everything fake?"
Then, the nightmare she had at midnight, the little thoughts she had inadvertently revealed in her heart, and the subtle love confession she had made for him were all deliberately to let him know, or was it just to test his feelings?
...
How cruel and how much hatred did she have to endure by his side for so long?
It was never too late for revenge, was it?
"Victoria, oh, Victoria, I did something wrong to you in a spur of the moment, so I can't change in this life, can I? Then, how will you draw a conclusion to this play of mine? Hehe, you have never loved me! Ahem..."
Trevor was excited, and he coughed violently again. In an instant, his internal organs began to stir again. He suppressed the discomfort in his throat, and with a flick of his hand, he threw the leather suitcase to the ground.
"I actually wanted to let go of everything to find you?"
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