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Her words made Cecelia speechless. She wanted to defend her mother, but she suddenly couldn't find any words.
She hadn't talked to anyone for a long time. In the past two years, Lindsay spent most of her time alone. She had no friends and few relatives. Every time she went to find Jeremy, she was always too slow by half a beat. She brushed past him eight out of ten times. The last two times she met him was also unhappy.
It was probably a form of relief for her to hear her story all of a sudden!
Therefore, she calmed down as she spoke. She could not keep her mouth shut. As for whether it was for her to hear or for herself, she could not say for sure.
"Actually, there is a saying that goes 'When a man has money, he will become evil. When a woman is evil, she will have money'! Heaven is still good to women. A woman has a natural advantage, that is— their body! A young body! A man is inferior! Men are weak and easy. They only want one thing from a woman... So, relying only on this move, with my advantage, Graham fell for me. Donna is the little wife that he married. But nominally, she lost completely? Hehe..."
"It's not just him. Most men are like this! Every single one of them is as black as a crow! Since they all want to take advantage of me, then I will satisfy their demand. They want my first time, so I give it to them. Anyway, a group of stupid pigs don't know whether it is true or not. They only need to do it once. And to make up for it a hundred times, who knows if it is true? So one by one, those seemingly tall souls easily fall to my feet, making me feel pity and laugh at them with all my heart! It's very unexpected, isn't it? By the way, there was a big boss who is a self-proclaimed billionaire with good morals. But for a night, he actually abandoned his girlfriend of seven years! Isn't he stupid? That woman lived in the underground with him for three years, and she took care of his sick mother when he was poor? But so what? Her seven-year relationship is not even comparable to one night with me. He doesn't even know me, but he wants to marry me?"
"That woman slapped me in the face! What a stupid woman! In fact, she should be grateful to me. Although it was quite a loss for such a man to pay by mistake for seven years, it was better than to pay by mistake for a lifetime! And that pig, I think he will never meet another woman like this in his life! Of course, it's also possible that he would never have another woman in his life! Because, I gambled all his money and left him in debt, haha..."
There was another self-satisfied smile, but Cecelia heard the sadness of crying from her laughter.
Combined with the news she had seen, she probably knew that she had cheated and hurt more than one man in the same way. Her first love ruined her dream of love and her first time, and she used countless fake ways to hurt many innocent men for the first time!
Cecelia was unable to tell who was right and who was wrong. She only felt that there was a suffocation in her chest. "Did those people hurt you? Were none of them genuine to you?"
After a moment of silence, Lindsay didn't respond, nor did she deny it. Maybe there was, but she didn't have the heart to judge.
"Lindsay, are you happy that you have done all this? Have you ever thought that you're hurting yourself when you hurt others? Have you ever been happy when you hurt innocent people? Have you ever regretted a moment?"
After being asked again, Alicia's figure suddenly appeared in Lindsay's mind. She had never really regretted hurting men, but women...
"Happy? Do you think I can still enjoy a happy life like this? Even if my life is good, I have to tolerate the most disgusting things every day. I fight with my stepmother, my foster father, and those men who bully me... Do you know what is keeping me going? It is your good mother, my biological mother! I have always wanted to ask her personally why she gave birth to us but abandoned us? Why did she leave with someone else? But when I grew up, I suddenly understood that Nerissa and I were the burden of her life! Just like when she took me to marry Graham under such bad conditions. Even under those conditions, she had always been bullied by him because of my existence. If she had two daughters, what would be the future for her? My biological mother was once the most beautiful woman. I was proud of her!"
She closed her eyes and tears rolled down her cheeks. When she opened them again, Lindsay's eyes flashed with a trace of fierce hatred.
"But it was because of her, because of her behavior, for more than 20 years, more than 7,000 days and nights, what kind of life was Nerissa and I living? We were abused by our foster parents. It was not until I was forced to take an abortion pill in the woodshed and miscarried my foster father's child that I got rid of his bullying. Nerissa was bullied since she was a child because she was timid and weak. Without me, she might have died in some corner! And today, she is plagued with all kinds of diseases and has irregular periods. She may not be able to get pregnant in this life, but she is only 20 years old! For the past 20 years, who caused all these?"
"Therefore, the first thing I did when I became strong is to seek revenge! I want Graham to live a life worse than death! That's why I gave that boy, who took sh*t from my younger sister and I from a young age, candy to eat. Graham is older, he prioritizes males, and he wants to be pampered, I will let him taste the feeling of being pampered and killed! The pain that they gave to me, I want to give it back a thousand times over!"
Lindsay's fists clenched as her gaze fell on the foot of the bed. Suddenly, her gaze softened.
"The only beautiful thing in my life is Jeremy. He is the only man who helped me several times but never took advantage of me! He is so handsome, gentle, considerate, tolerant and spoiled. I envy him and—"
His love with Alicia was as beautiful as a fairy tale!
She wanted to be a part of his story even if it was in her dreams! In the beginning, she was really careful. She didn't expect that the heavens would give her a chance. When there was a chance, she would do everything she could!
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