Be Your Lover Forever (Alicia) novel Chapter 1762

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"Shut up, what are you talking about?" Her words hit the nail on the head. Kieran became angry from embarrassment, and his whole face turned red.

"Did I say something wrong? Or you don't care about her at all?" While speaking, Danica directly raised the knife and moved it to Cecilia's neck.

In that instant, Natasha cried and screamed, "No, don't! It's all my fault. Don't hurt Cecilia. It's not that I don't care about you or I don't want you. I just thought you were dead!"

She was already on the edge of collapse. Natasha's hair was disheveled, and her hands and knees were bleeding. However, no pain could compare to watching the scene in front of her.

"Danica, I had no idea of your existence at all! If one day someone suddenly came to tell you that your daughter, who has been dead for more than 20 years, is still alive and not dead at all, would you believe it? Can you accept it all of a sudden? Even if my decision was wrong, have you given me time to accept it? Do you know why I chose to leave your father, why I got married and gave birth so quickly? Because I lost you. The child, who I was pregnant with for 10 months, full of expectation and had been born through hardships, suddenly disappeared. I was almost driven to madness! Can you understand the pain of a mother losing her child? If I don't leave that familiar environment, familiar person, I will always think of the lost child. I would go crazy and want to die! "

The past that had been suppressed in her heart for many years suddenly seemed to be unleashed like a flood. Natasha was completely out of control.

"When I gave birth to you, I was full of expectations. I also wanted to be a good mother. But fate makes fools of people. Sometimes, once you've taken a wrong step, every step you take after will be wrong!"

"Lindsay, do you know how you got here? Didn't you hate me for asking me why I abandoned you and left? Now I'll tell you! Because your biological father forced me to have you. I didn't want to marry him at all. I hated him very much. At that time, I lost Danica, and her father was in a shaky marriage. I bore the name of ruining other people's family. I lost my child, I was despised before we were married. I faced all kinds of pressures. When your father appeared, he took the chance to... I hated him so much that I wanted to kill him, but not long after, I found you. Do you know how happy your appearance made me? When I had no one, I really admitted my fate and wanted to bring you along to have a good time with him. But he was not a human. He ate, drank, and gambled. I endured it over and over again. I thought when you had a child, everything would be all right. I really tried my best to give you a complete family and wanted to live a peaceful life! But you were a girl, so I thought you were a money-losing commodity! It's fine that he tried to hurt me, but he scared you to tears. He won't give you a good future! In our local custom, you will be married as long as you hold a wedding ceremony. So in fact, I didn't get married to your father at all! Finally, when you were two years old, he attacked me again. I took you away from the house. I escaped! In order to get rid of this marriage and support you, I followed Graham! "

"I don't mind that he is poor, I don't mind that he has nothing, and I don't mind that he is much older than me. He is willing to accept you, and is good to us! I really want to bring you sisters up. I work so hard to take care of you, to live a better life for you! But then? How are we living? We always crowd together in dirty cornered rooms eating the cheapest and sometimes even expired food! You always mention your father from time to time! Graham and your father are almost indiscriminate, and they are like animals. But I still persist for several years. I thought everything will be good, but in fact..."

"I've had enough! It's not that I don't want you guys, it's just that when I left, I didn't have the ability to bring you guys away! You guys are the flesh that fell from my body, do you think that I didn't feel bad after all these years? When I wanted to find you guys, I thought about giving you guys a better life! However, when I found you guys again, I heard that you guys had already moved away! I thought that you guys were living well, so I didn't bother you guys. I didn't know that Graham was such a b*stard!"

She pounded her chest and burst into tears.

"Danica, Lindsay came like this. I gave birth to her because of the love I have for you! Linds, why do you think I've been so good to Waverly all these years? Where do you think Cecilia's name comes from? I just hope that I can treat the daughter of someone else like my own. In the future, you sisters will also meet a stepmother who treats you well. Cecilia, I miss you and Nerissa! Sob..."

"I know I am selfish. In order to escape from the poor life, I did not take you away for the sake of establishing a foothold in the Castle family, but I didn't forget you. When my life was stable, the first thing I had to do was to find you. I really thought that you all had a good life, and I really didn't know! Cecilia was also my daughter, and she seemed to be living well. I didn't think about relying on anyone else. You sisters hurt each other. Didn't I ask Cecilia to give Jeremy back to you? I knew that you had a lot of hardships, I felt sorry for you, but I owed you nothing. It was my fault, but I owe you nothing. I don't want to hurt her again! Danica, Lindsay, don't hurt her anymore! I loved her for so many years because I have condensed all my love for you on her alone. I'm wrong, not her. Don't kill each other, and don't hurt her anymore!"

Natasha was crying so hard on the ground.

On the other side, Lindsay was silent, while Danica's lips twitched coldly.