With Him, I Can Be
Kelly’s POV
Letting go. That’s what I’m waiting for him to do. To finally let me go and end everything between us. I’ve been forcing him to forget about me, thinking I was the only one who’s hurt but I was wrong. The pain in his eyes and in his voice made me realize that it’s not just about me. It was also about him unable to let go because of guilt and the new feelings he discovered.
What took you so long to realize your feelings, Pierce? You wasted us and you hurt me so much.
It’s making me so angry that he couldn’t properly distinguish his feelings. It’s maddening that he’s still confused between his feelings for me and Lexi. But I know that when he finally said he’s letting me go, we’re completely over.
We’re finally over. He’s not gonna chase me anymore. It’s sickening to see him following me, begging me to accept him again even when he’s already engaged to Lexi. He’s still a coward. He never learns. And now, he finally let me go. But what if I give Klay a chance and he hurt me? Will Pierce go back to chasing me again? What if he’s already married to Lexi when that day comes?
I couldn’t help but to feel even more angry. Even if Klay hurt me in the end, I will not go back to him. What does he think of me?
“Are you okay?” Klay asked after he parked the car in front of my apartment building. I was silent the whole ride and he misunderstood my silence.
“I’m fine.”
He stared into my eyes. I wanted to take my seatbelt off and leave but his eyes were telling me that he wanted to say something.
“I didn’t know they were there either. I’m sorry for failing on our first date.”
Realization hit me hard. I let my past affect me again and now the person who has been staying by my side all this time is guilty about something he
shouldn’t feel guilty about.
“Klay…” I moved closer to him and gently caressed his arm. “I’m fine. The
dinner was good and it made me happy. You didn’t fail. You brought me to my
favorite restaurant and made me eat my favorite foods. You on our, first date.”
made me happy
His expression immediately lightened. The corner of his lips rose and at handsome smile plastered on his lips.
“Since our first date was a success, will you go on another date with me?”
I was taken aback. Hopes were lingering in his eyes and my heart skipped a beat because of that. He looked so happy and hopeful that I feel like he’s gonna take my breath away if I don’t distance myself from him.
Instead of answering, I unbuckled my seatbelt and went out of the car. I heard him following me as I entered the apartment building.
“Kelly, come on, babe. Tell me about our second date. When will it be?” He asked, following me.
I couldn’t hide the smile on my lips. Luckily, he’s beside me.
I opened the door of my apartment and faced him, “Why don’t you surprise me again on our second date?”
His lips parted and his eyes widened. I was shocked. I didn’t know he’s capable of showing these cute expressions. I was used to seeing him so serious. I was taken aback realizing his dark eyes can also show excitement and shock.
“Did you mean that?” He asked, laughing happily.
I bit my bottom lip and nodded. He was so happy that he punched in the air before looking at me again and brushing his messy hair backwards. I was stunned. Why does he look so sexy doing that?
“Kelly…” He held my hands and stared intently into my eyes. “I want to give you the best dates. I want to make you happy every time you’re with me. I’m willing to do everything. But this is my first time courting a woman so I’m not gonna be a perfect suitor. I won’t be perfect but I’ll try to learn to be one. For you.”
His words have reached my heart. His sincere eyes were so much that I feel. like I’m drowning with the emotions in it. Who would’ve thought that the coldest and ruthless man I know can be this soft and caring?
He lifted his right arm and his palm gently caressed my cheek. I slowly closed my eyes when he leaned down to me and planted a soft kiss on my forehead.
His gestures were sweet. He’s caring and loving. I won’t regret it if I give him a chance, right?
He smiled at me after he pulled away. “Good night, Kelly.”
He was about to leave but I grabbed the wrist of his long–sleeved polo. I swallowed hard when he faced me again.
Without saying anything, I tiptoed and landed a soft and swift kiss on his
cheek. He was stunned. He stared at me for God knows how long, as I held on to his clothes tighter.
“I–It’s a yes, Klay,” I whispered nervously.
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