Bestfriends Shouldn't Know How You Taste novel Chapter 35

Chapter 35 - Bestfriends Shouldn’t Know How You Taste 

“You skipped school.” I say softly. 
“You skipped cla*s.” He deadpanned, still not  turning around to face me. I could see the rising  and falling of his back as he tried to catch his  breath. 
A little smile makes its way to my lips. 
“Technically I skipped the rest of the day.” It was  supposed to lighten the tension but it does the  opposite. He quickly turns around to face me, his  face unreadable. 
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“Why exactly are you here Ashley?” He questions  again, removes the gloves and throws them on the  floor. I flinch slightly but regain my composure. He  sounded so distant and cold like he wasn’t really  here. 
“I come to see if you’re alright, I-“ 
A very cold chuckle cuts me off. Blake crossed his  arms over his chest, the muscles bulging. It takes  everything in me to stop my eyes from trailing  down south. 
“Yeah you suddenly care now.”He says bluntly and  rolls his eyes in annoyance. “You wasted your time  in coming here, I’m fine.” we didn’t exactly end on a very  good note last night but I was hoping he’d be more  happy 
exactly do you mean? I always care for you  Blake!” I hissed and walked closer to him until we  were a foot apart. “I care a little 
me. “Ofcourse I’m  F*cking mad at you! You’re a very infuriating  woman and 
I’m sick and tired of not being able to  think properly and back away as he was trapped. blue eyes of his that always made my heart  pound. 

invading my thoughts when I’m  awake and in my dreams. You won’t let me rest, I  can always taste the sweet nectar of your kiss. The  sweet taste of your juices between your legs.” He  clenches his eyes shut like it pained him to about you  Fcking makes me insane. I just wanted one  F*cking just continued.”You always F*cking push 
asking myself those questions for  days. “I’m scared.” I whispered and turned my  eyes away from him. There I way they  burned through my skin. Being this close to him 
was tired of holding in my  emotions. “I’m scared that you’ll finally come to  your senses one day and not want me anymore. I  don’t want to see disgust etched on your face one  day. I don’t want to lose you Blake. I rather have  you as a 
we kissed at that  party. It’s just infatuation, you’ll soon get over it  and what then? What enough and cut me off.  “Bullshit!” He roars. I flinch at his loud 
 F*cking infatuated with you Ashley. What I feel for  you isn’t just lust or admiration.” He speaks then  grabs my hand and 
and fall of his chest along with the  feeling of his pounding heart. It was just as fast as  mine. “I F*cking love you Ashley. I always have.  To be helped clean you off of rotten eggs in the seventh  grade.” 
“You were F*cking crying and yapping about how  stinky and ugly you were. I admit I always thought  you were the prettiest girl I knew, but that day,  when I looked into your eyes I felt something  different. Suddenly you weren’t just a pretty girl,  you were now my girl. And that realization scared  me to death. I wanted you more than a friend  should. I wanted you more than I ever wanted  anyone.” He says hoarsely, voice full of honesty as  he looks into my eyes. 
My heart is pounding until I’m afraid that I’ll get a  heart attack. His matches the same rythm with my own, fast and uncontrollable. “Then why didn’t  you-” I start. 

“Pursue you? Make you mine?” He finishes for me.  He sighs and his forehead comes to rest on my  own. “I always knew what I wanted to become at  an early age. I saw my mom protecting a guy of  color when I was around five and saw my dad help  someone who needed a*sistance. I wanted to be  like that, I wanted to help others, I wanted to  serve our country. I plan to join the army when I  leave high school.” He mumbles. 
My heart squeezes. Blake was going to leave. We  never really spoke about our life after high school  or what we wanted to do. “I knew then that I  couldn’t pursue a relationship only to leave you. I  didn’t want you to wait for me Ley, you deserve so  much better than a guy you’d hardly see, you  deserve to be happy. So I swallowed my feelings  for years. But then the feelings got stronger  instead of diminishing and I knew that someday I’d  break my promise and make you mine. The kiss at  that party honestly gave me the key to the door, it  was just a matter of time.” 
One of his hands sneaks around my waist and pulls  me closer to him. Our breathing is ragged as we  stare into each other’s eyes. “Call me selfish but  I’m done wasting time. I regret not doing it earlier, I hate that I waited years. I know you’d not want  to wait for me when I join the army and honestly it  hurts like F*ck but if it makes you happy then-“ 
I thread my fingers through his hair and pull him  down to my lips. After kissing him like I was  starved I pull back slightly to speak. “You’re an  idiot, who says I wouldn’t wait for you? ” I give  him a small peck on his lips earning a groan from  him.” By the way.” I smile against his lips.” I love  you too.” 
I could feel his heart pounding against my own  chest. I was sure he could feel mine too. “Does  that mean you’re now mine?” His tone holds  happiness. I nod and smile. 
He cheers before I feel his hands grip my as to  hoist me up. I wrap my legs around his waist and  succumb to his embrace. “I Fcking love you Ley.”  He whispered in the crook of my neck. “I F*cking love you too.” I said honestly. 
His head snaps up and he stares into my eyes,  shocked beyond belief. “Did you just curse?” He  asks in shock.