*** Sienna P.O.V ***
“What!,” I said a little bit too loud. Dad frowned. He is annoyed with how loud I sound. I Immediately breathe in trying to calm myself down from panicking.
“Dad, how can you say that!?,” I whisper and yell to him. He grinned again and told me, “You don’t have much time left. It’s only a matter of time before they claim themselves. So it’s better you act fast and do as I have instructed you to.”
“But dad! Don’t you think that’s a little too…,” I trailed off. I don’t even know which word I should use to describe how I am feeling now. But in the end, I still told him, “Dad, getting pregnant is a little bit too much.”
Dad rubbed his face and looked at me. “I have been in this world longer than you have been. I have also been around the world. So I am talking from experience. Humans try this among themselves whenever they want to get a man to themselves.”
“Dad, are you forgetting something? We are not exactly human. It isn’t guaranteed that it will work.”
“Just try it. That is the only way I can think of right now. If you are able to get pregnant for him, even if he might have already claimed her before you discover you are pregnant, his attention will be divided between the two of you. You will still gain the upper hand cause you are the first one to carry the alpha’s heir,” he explained and I fell silent.
What the father saying is actually making a lot of sense? I am very sure that if I get pregnant with William, she won’t even want to stay with him anymore. No mate will want to say with a tainted mate.
I will have his mark on me and she surely won’t be able to bear to see me every time like that. I smiled as I fantasized widely about the bright future ahead.
I pounced on my father happily and hugged him. Giving him a kiss on the cheek, I murmured, “Thank you.” Then left his room.
‘I don’t feel too good about your plan Sienna. Shouldn’t we wait for our own mate? He is not our mate and I don’t feel anything for his wolf. Let’s just wait for our mate,’ my annoying wolf Gina said and I groaned. This annoying wolf is always trying to lecture me.
She is always trying to teach me what is right and wrong. Who is the boss between the two of us? Why does she want to dictate my life for me?
‘I don’t care if you don’t feel anything for him. I feel something for him and that should be enough for the two of us so stop spouting nonsense as usual,’ I answered harshly and hastily pushed her to the back of my mind.
I can feel her displeasure as I shut her off. I won’t let anyone stop me. Not even this annoying wolf in my mind. I walked out with one thought in my mind,’ How do I get William to sleep with me?’
*** Smith Bridget P.O.V ***
I frowned in my sleep. Who is this white wolf I am seeing? I was seeing a brown wolf so how and when did this white wolf suddenly appear?
I was still staring at the wolf when it suddenly looked up and gasped. Those eyes… Those crimson eyes look so familiar. Where… Where have I seen it before?
My eyes widened when I finally recognized the wolf. I trembled and called out, “Deli.” The wolf didn’t reply. Just licked her paws and looked at me sadly.
Just then I noticed that she wasn’t actually looking at me. She was staring at a big, brown wolf that was caressing me just now. What am I even saying? She can’t see me at all.
Where am I? Why am I having this weird dream? I watched as she licked her paws and looked at the wolf sadly. I suddenly felt immense sadness.
Before I could call her name, someone shook me awake. I opened my eyes and saw William in front of me. His brows were knitted into a concerned frown.
“I am beginning to get worried. You slept for a long time yesterday and you wouldn’t wake up early today too. Are you…”
I cut him off as I suddenly rushed into his arms. I burst into tears catching him by surprise. “Hey, what’s wrong? Why are you crying?” he asked.
“I saw… I… I saw Deli,” I stuttered out. He pats my back silently. “I saw Deli and that brown wolf again,” I told him. I was so lost in my tears that I didn’t notice the annoyed look on his face.
“Deli is so beautiful. She probably wants to come out,” I continued tearfully. William’shands tightened around me tightly. He can feel my immense guilt.
I feel so guilty cause I…. I am so weak. So weak that I can’t shift like other normal werewolves. Why can’t I also shift? It shouldn’t take that hard to shift.
Deli probably feels so trapped for so long. I suddenly withdraw from William's embrace and closed my eyes. “Bridget, what are you doing? Don’t try anything funny,” he said. I raised my hand to stop him from saying more and focused.
My face changed into a serious expression. I tried to follow the way I used to when I wanted to shift in the past.
I gasped out in pain and William held my hand feeling worried. It hurts… It hurts a lot. But I won’t give up. ‘Bridget, what are you doing? Stop hurting yourself,’ Deli suddenly spoke but I ignored her.
I want to do this. Try this and stop being weak for once. Stop being scared for once. I shoved her to the back of my mind and focused. I could feel myself sweating. I groaned out in pain.
“Okay, that’s it. Stop this now Bridget!,” William commanded. I felt the need to compel but I just ignored the urge and focused even harder.
I tried to think of Deli as I saw her in the dream.
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