Bound by Vows novel Chapter 45

I have denied him many times in past and i have no heart to say no again and hurt him.

I remember last time when i denied him he was too angry.

"Tell me jaan...what are you thinking?" He asked keeping his eyes locked with me while his hands graze my cheeks in fondness.

I gulped before announcing my decision.

"I- I am ready..." I said opposite to the words i think.

Because one day or another i will have to give myself to him so why not today. If it gives him happiness, then i am ready to take step in our relationship and become his woman in all sense.

"Thank you so much darling...i like you...i like you so fucking much..." He said hugging me suddenly.

He started kissing me on my whole face while i shut my eyes tightly.

The magic which i was feeling earlier is being lost somewhere...My mind is screaming only one thing...i am not ready for it.

My thoughts broke when i felt something hard yet soft touching my core.

I opened my eyes with jerk only to see him in his naked glory.

I gulped and sweat formed on my forehead seeing his big dick waiting to be thrust inside me.

I directed my eyes towards his face who is noticing my expressions with a teasing smile.

I suddenly blushed but at the same time scared as well as not ready.

"I will be gentle...i promise" he said injecting trust in me.

But at the same time my mouth wanted to open to say no.

His face leaned towards me to kiss me but i turned my face to side.

He took it as my shyness and dipped his face in my neck while i felt some movement down there... He is going to take me and its very late to stop him.

I closed my when tear formed in my eyes as I don't want him to show this.

But before it happened we heard the door knocking with the cries of Aashi.

He immediately stopped and i opened my eyes to look at him.

His eyes are filled with irritation definitely due to interruption at the last moment but soon it filled with worry when he heard loud cries of his doll.

"Mumma..." We heard aashi's voice filled with her sobs.

He stood up from my side and wear his clothes swiftly while i still laid on my previous position thinking what just happened.

One minute he was going to made love to me and now we stopped at last moment.

"Sweetheart, what are you thinking...get up and dress up faster.... doll is crying outside..." He said and i sat up immediately looking for my panty which i found lying beside my feet.

I don't even know when he took it off...i immediately covered myself with my towel and wore my panty.

My bra??? I looked around when it landed on my face... Courtesy him only.

I immediately wore my remaining clothes in a minute while he walked outside closing the door behind him.

I put my hands on face after sitting on the couch.

When i again heard cries of aashi, i jolted up and walked outside the closet to see aashi in his arms crying profusely and he is not able to make her stop crying.

"Baby...what happened?" I asked her taking her in my arms.

She rounded her both hands in my neck hugging me tightly while sobbing.

"I fall...floor be...beat me...i...i got hurt" she said in her baby voice.

Though it was not the situation to laugh but it automatically came on my face thinking that she thinks floor beat her up.

"Aww...then we will beat him for hurting our doll" i said wiping her big tears from her eyes.

I sat up on bed taking her on my lap.

"Where did you got hurt?" I asked her when her sobbing stopped.

"Here" she said pointing to her knee.

I blow air for sometime on it...my mumma used to do this when i was a kid.

"Is it fine now?" I asked her.

"Yes...mumma let's beat the floor first" she said making me chuckle.

"Hmm...Daddyy will you beat the floor for your doll?" I asked Kabir while he looked amusingly at me...

"Daddy tell na" Aashi asked him...

"Yes yes....lets do it..." He took her to the rooms door where she fall while tapping his foot on floor as if beating it...

I moved to dressing table to do my hair and makeup...

"Yayy...daddy beat floor...yayy..." Aashi said in joy...

He suddenly hugged me from behind.

"Kabirrr, leave me. I am getting late for college and you too for your office..." I said and he immediately left me.

"Yeah...laters baby!!!" He said kissing my cheeks.

"Where are you going?" I asked him when i saw him going towards bathroom.

"Cold shower sweetheart" he said turning around making me blush as well as guilty.

"Hmm" i said not knowing what to say.

"Ohh yes, i forgot to tell you that we are going in a party tonight" he said when he was about to close the door.

"Oh no...again party? Can i skip it? Please??" I asked him as i don't like the idea of going to any party. Last one was a disaster.

"Sorry sweetheart!!! You have to... Its the engagement ceremony of my business associate's daughter..." He informed.

"Fine...can we take aashi with us? It will be a change for her as well" i asked him.

"Yes...we can if you want... though we will come back in an hour i guess...it will just a formality...you know" he said.

"Still...we will take her as well" i said.

"As you wish, wifey!!!" He said and closed the door...

"Madam, stop daydreaming about your husband...Bell already rang...lets go" Sana said bringing me out of my thoughts.

"Its nothing like that...lets go" i said getting up from the chair.

Evening...

I got ready for the function after dressing up my baby.

I don't know why but something is off since morning...Like something is going to happen that too soon.

It can be my sixth sense or outcome of mornings event as i am feeling guilty for not clearing my state of mind to Kabir.

I still don't know what should i do in this case... Firstly i allowed him to come that close to me, then at last moment...that rejection comes in my mind.