Chapter 195
Bella’s POV: The reason why I said that was that I wanted to deliberately irritate Herbert. I didn’t want to be completely controlled by him. I had no other way to resist, so I could only use these words to fight back.
This was a kind of helplessness.
Herbert put one hand in his pocket. He stared at me and said, “Even if they all love you, so what? It’s impossible for you to fall in love with them. In your heart, you can never forget me.” Although Herbert’s words were very arrogant, they completely hit my sore spot. I didn’t want to argue with him anymore. I was going to leave.
At this time, he reached out and grabbed my arm. The strength in his hand was very light.
I frowned and felt that he seemed to be very different today. Although he was still an overbearing man, he was much better than before.
And there was a trace of melancholy in his eyes, and his voice became soft. He begged, “Bella, God gave this child to us. Please keep it!”
I looked at Herbert, and what he did to me in the past came to my mind. Then I pushed his hand away and said firmly, “Herbert, this child was given to me by God. It has nothing to do with you.” After a moment of silence, he said, “No matter what you say, I’m still your child’s father. You can never change that fact.” “Humph, my blood-related father has nothing to do with me now.” I snorted. “Bella, keep this child! Just take it as compensation for the past,” Herbert said calmly.
The past?
The lost child?
My tears went out of control again. The child was the eternal pain in my heart. If the child was still alive, he would have called me mother now. He would be extremely cute. I admitted that what Herbert said worked. Thinking of the dead child, my maternal love began to flood, drowning out all my concerns and defense lines. I couldn’t bear to give up this child. No matter what would happen in the future, I would give birth to the child in my belly. Herbert continued, “If you want to give birth to this child, I can provide you with everything you need!”
Hearing this, I sneered and said, “What are you going to do? Are you giving me a house or money? Herbert, don’t be too self-righteous. I can give birth to this child by myself!” Herbert didn’t argue with me, but said in a soft voice. “You’re still a little excited. Go back and calm down. I’ll look for you in two days!”
After saying that, he turned around and left.
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I looked at the white figure disappearing on the road ahead, and my heart ached so much that I couldn’t breathe.
I walked to a row of chairs and sat down.
I reached out and stroked my flat lower abdomen. It was hard to imagine that there was a small life here.
It was as if I could sense its existence. At this moment, I was even more determined to keep this child.
In the future, I wouldn’t think of anything else. As long as I could safely give birth to this child, it would be my greatest happiness. I didn’t care what others think. I didn’t care about anything. So what if I became an unmarried mother? I had the ability to raise a child and I was confident that I could raise it well. After thinking about it, I stood up again and went home with my bag on my back. As soon as I entered the house, my mother began to scold me. “Bella, where did you go? Why did you leave the tap running? Do you know that the toilet and the living room were all filled with water when I came back from grocery shopping?” The water in the living room had been cleaned, and there was still water flowing in the bathroom.
Mother, who had been wearing a serious expression, was amused by me. However, my mother pulled a long face after a while and said, “Be mindful in the future!”
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