Can’t Win Me Back novel (Alyssa and Jasper) novel Chapter 2356

Jasper steadied his breath the moment he pushed the door open to Alyssa's hospital ward. For some reason, he was feeling really nervous.

There was almost nothing that could ever unnerve him. Other than Newton, Alyssa was the only other person who could make him feel disquieted.

A strange serenity filled the room, broken only by the faint hum of the medical equipment.

Alyssa was still awake. She was sitting upright against the headboard. Her gaze was fixed on the darkness outside the window; her face turned to the side as if lost in thought.

The new moon cast no light; there were no stars. She seemed to be staring at nothing, into the endless pitch black.

Jasper froze in the doorway, his eyes widening slightly as he took in the sight of her. His breath hitched in his chest. This woman, once so full of optimism and light, now appeared fragile, defeated. Her spirit seemed so broken that it felt as if a single touch could shatter her completely.

It wasn't until a few moments later that Alyssa seemed to notice his presence. Slowly, she turned her head. Her eyes met his—deep, unreadable.

"W-What are you doing here?" Her voice trembled slightly as she spoke, her body stiffening beneath the loose hospital gown. Her eyes were red, and her muscles were tense, betraying her unease and distaste for his presence.

Jasper stepped forward, holding a thermal flask in his hand. His gaze was somber as he asked, "Are you feeling better?"

Alyssa scoffed. Her hand, in which a cannula was inserted, tensed up. "I haven't died of hypothermia, thanks to your kind gesture."

The image of Alyssa curling up pitifully into a ball in the freezing snow appeared in Jasper's mind. An inexplicable ball of fury rose within Jasper. He couldn't hold back. "Alyssa, why? Why would you keep trying to end your life, hurting yourself over and over just because of me?"

Alyssa's chest tightened at the question. Her already pale face grew even whiter as if the blood had drained from it entirely.

"I told you, I will keep the promise I made. It's just that I couldn't make it that day." Jasper spoke to her in a rather stern tone, perhaps out of that feeling of annoyance that was bugging him.

Alyssa became a little pig-headed, possibly because she was still feeling unwell. "Why couldn't you make it that day?"

"I was in a rush to find someone."