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Capture Your Heart novel Chapter 227

Thinking of Troy's words that he doesn't love her anymore, she cries more and more sadly, not because he no longer loves her, but because fate is too ruthless. Since it doesn't let them be together before, why does it make them have intersection after five years? When he squeezes her wrist and stands in front of her as he used to, she knows that her love for him is still so deep.

"Mom, why is that bad uncle downstairs?"

In the darkness, the voice of her daughter's question suddenly comes from behind. She hurriedly wipes away her tears and turns her head, "Why aren't you asleep??"

"I was already asleep, but I had a dream that you were crying again. So, I ran to see and found you are really crying."

She goes to pick up her daughter, takes her back to the room, and puts her on the bed, "Mom didn't cry."

"You lie, you cry every time you see that bad guy!"

"That uncle is not a bad person."

"He's a bad guy, and everyone who makes my mother cry is a bad guy!"

Esme is obviously very excited, "Bad guy, bad guy, bad guy, the worst person in the world!"

"Enough, you are not allowed to say that to him!"

Karin is so anxious that she scolds her daughter loudly.

"Mom…"

Esme's eye circles suddenly redden aggrievedly.

"I am sorry."

Karin is distressed. It's the first time she has scolded her daughter since she was sensible. The child is a child after all. How can she understand the things between e adults? In their simple world, who bullies their favorite person are bad guys.

"Mom sings to you..."

A nursery rhyme accompanies Esme's choking sound rings at the night. Finally, Karin puts her to sleep. Karin covers her daughter with a quilt, and sees the faint tears left in the corners of her eyes. Her heart is as painful as being bitten by thousands of ants, a crystal-clear tear drips on her daughter's forehead, and she mutters, "Esme, that uncle is not a bad person, he is the man who mom has loved desperately all these years..."

Finally, she admits that she loves him. But she just tells herself at dead of night.

Standing in front of the window, staring at the vast starry sky outside, she remembers the days she used to be with him. In Ziteng Garden surrounded by mountains and rivers full of wisteria flowers, they depended on each other, spent one lonely night after another and outlined a beautiful future one after another together. The plan is beautiful, but before it can be realized, they have become the most familiar stranger.

He no longer needs her in his world, and he can't enter her world anymore.

Memory only exists for something that can be remembered.

After so many years, the only memory she can't forget and has been missing is that in a sunny afternoon, she leaned in Troy's arms and followed him to write on the smooth white paper with a brush, " Karin, the love of my life."

After so much, she is no longer his Karin, nor his favorite. The only thing she has is this last memory.

Under the same sky, in the same corner, in front of the window at this time, stands the same lonely figure.

Troy's deep eyes look down at half of the city of Edinburgh. After five years of consolidating his calmness, he collapses instantly after meeting the woman. His anger, his anxiety, and his thoughts are all invisible to her. All she can see is his ruthlessness.

There are some people and some things you can't forget even you want to. The most painful thing is that the thing that disappears will be gone forever, and will never come back again, but there is still a thin and pointed needle left in your heart, it can't be removed. If it wants to hurt you, you have to take it, and you can't erase the permanent scar.

He doesn't want that woman to know how he struggle to survive the past five years, So, he said ruthlessly that he had no her in his heart, and he would never feel pain for her anymore. Any lie is a deception that can cheat anyone else. He can't lie to himself. So, at this moment, he asks himself mockingly, "Troy, are you really not in pain?"

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