Chased by my Ex Husband novel Chapter 4

Grace

The beeping noise of the machines attached to my body wakes me up from the slumber. I blink numerous times, trying to remember what happened and how I came here.

The hate on Ethan’s face when he left with Lily is the first thing I recall. Instantly, I shoot up in my bed and touch my stomach.

Something is wrong.

I can feel it.

My Baby!

“ What...What happened to my Baby?! ” I scream.

Nurses rush in. My shoulders are pushed down in an attempt to lay me down. Doctors follow suit. They are saying something but my mind is stuck in a few words.

“ You had a miscarriage... ”

“ You were lucky to survive. ”

A violent force takes over me as I struggle and thrash and find the will to destroy the world.

It hurts. It hurts so much.

I can’t see anymore. I just want to turn back time and save my Baby.

Heart-wrenching screams and sobs leave my mouth. I don’t recognize this woman, this wild, tortured soul who feels broken and defeated.

To suppress my anguish, someone gives me an injection. I remember the moment I start to lose consciousness and slip into a dreamland.

In my dreams, I see myself with a family. The Baby, a small, beautiful boy with green eyes runs around me.

His gentle laughter fills my ears and the world appears bright. Ethan is closely behind, his eyes soft on me like they used to be.

This is my life. My Baby. My Husband.

Before Lily came. And took everything.

When I wake up again, it’s gone. Everything is gone.

I stare blankly at the ceiling. My mind seems to be numb and cold. I don’t have the energy to feel anything anymore.

The man I loved and the father of my child pushed me and caused a miscarriage, and instead of choosing to save me, he saved Lily.

If he had chosen me, maybe they could have saved the child. We tried for three years for it. I still remember how excited I was when the pregnancy test came back positive.

I took Ethan out for dinner to tell him about the good news. Our family was going to be complete.

Me, Ethan, and our Baby.

But Lily came to the restaurant that day and the trajectory of my life changed. Ethan forgot I wanted to tell him something and rushed to make Lily have dinner with us instead.

I was shocked and hurt. He should have gotten angry. He should have blamed her for leaving. Instead, he acted as if he was relieved that she was back in his life.

Now I understand it more clearly. It’s not even about love.

Ethan Calder is just a heartless man. He doesn’t care about anything as long as he gets what he wants.

“ Feeling any better? ” A deep voice asks from some corner of the hospital room.