Abby
I take a few moments to collect myself, wiping away the last of my tears with the back of my hand. I need to understand what’s going on, even if Karl’s sudden announcement still stings like a fresh wound, and even if all of this makes me angrier than I’ve ever been.
Finally, I manage to calm myself the tiniest bit and sink down onto the edge of the bed, my eyes fixed on him.
“Alright,” I say, my voice trembling with a mix of anger and frustration. “Tell me all about your grand plan, Karl. And it had better be good because you might have just destroyed all of my trust in you.”
Karl sighs and sits down beside me, his shoulders slumped with weariness. He looks at me with a hint of regret in his eyes, and it causes a pang in my chest.
“I know I should have discussed this with you first,” he admits, “and I was going to, really. I was going to talk to you about it after the party.”
“Oh, were you?” I scoff. “So why did you decide to announce it tonight, right in front of the entire pack?
Another sigh escapes Karl’s lips. I watch as he leans forward with his elbows on his knees, just like he always does when he’s thinking deeply. Even when I’m angry with him, I can’t help but think how handsome he looks when he’s like this, and it just adds to my fury.
“I decided on a whim to announce it tonight, in front of everyone, to protect you from further scrutiny,” he finally says.
I raise an incredulous eyebrow. “Protect me?” I hiss. “By trapping me in a fake relationship that I never agreed to?”
Karl runs a hand through his hair, his frustration evident. “Abby, I understand that you’re upset, and I don’t blame you for feeling that way. Hell, I’d be just as angry as you are if I were in your position. But there are reasons behind what I did.”
I open my mouth to respond with some sort of retort, but none comes. Part of me, no matter how small, wants to hear him out even though a much larger part of me wants to send him away, go home to the city, and never speak to him again.
“Go on,” I murmur, even though every fiber of my being is screaming at me not to listen.
“I need to show that I have plans for a family if I want to win this election,” he says quietly.
I scoff, my anger flaring up again. “And how the hell does this benefit me? All it’s done is trap me in a fake relationship that I never asked for. If I pull out, I’ll be the one who has to take the fall, as usual. Everyone always disproportionately looks down on me because I’m a woman, and my reputation is already in the dirt.”
Karl turns toward me then, taking my hand in his. I pull away out of instinct, recoiling at his touch despite the fact that there’s a shred of my being, the same shred that let him make love to me in the snow earlier, that wants to lean into him and hear him out.
“Abby, I know how hard it is, and I’m truly sorry,” he murmurs. “But this could also save your restaurant. This wasn’t something I just came up with out of nowhere. It’s been on my mind for a while; the only whim is how I announced it tonight.”
“Tell me how this bullshit could save my restaurant,” I growl in response.
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