After that, he pushed me away coldly. As he let go of me, I fell to the floor with a thud as if I had lost my strength. He looked at me just like he looked at a dump. Seeing that, I was so embarrassed. I regretted it. I shouldn’t have returned to New York today.
Looking down at me, Aaron said sarcastically, “Why not go? Want to watch us have sex?”
Seeing the ridicule in his eyes, I didn’t have the courage tonfront him anymore. I stood up with difficulty and staggered down the stairs, and I heard Aaron slam the door behind him.
When I reached downstairs, I couldn’t hold it anymore. I squatted on the roadside and began weeping like crazy.
Aaron’s attitude made me feel like my heart had been taken away. I couldn’t deceive myself anymore. True, he didn’t want me.
This was something I had used to think about occasionally. But when it happened, I finally realized that I couldn’t be as carefree as I had imagined. Instead, I felt like I was going to die in agony.
After weeping, I still felt like something was stuck in my heart. I staggered up and went to hail a taxi.
Suddenly, I perceived a burning gaze at me. Is it Aaron? I felt some hope without knowing why. I subconsciously turned and looked in the direction of the gaze.
I searched for him at his apartment window for a long time, but I didn’t see him. Hah, I might have had an illusion, right?
Aaron is probably having sex with his fiancée in bed now. Just
remembering that he had intercourse with another woman, I felt I had lost half of my life.
I didn’t think I should keep staying here. The air here felt so thin that I almost couldn’t breathe. A taxi happened to come by, and I got in hurriedly. “Go to the nearest bar.”
After fastening my seat belt, I turned to look at Aaron’s apartment window with a fluke. Not knowing if it was my illusion, I seemed to see a person there. I rubbed my eyes, about to look more attentively.
But the taxi driver had stepped on the accelerator, and the car raced off.
The view I saw rushed past. I looked back but saw no trace of Aaron. I thought something must be wrong with my eyes. Aaron is now making love with his fiancée. How could he spare time to think about me?
When I was at the bar, I felt emptier because of the lively atmosphere.
I sat down at the bar counter and drained two glasses of liquor, but my mind became clearer.
If I calmed down for a brief moment, the life experiences with Aaron would keep flashing across my mind. He had once been etched into my life, so how could I forget him after we broke up?
All the prattle he had said had turned into daggers, which were all stabbing my heart. I stubbornly wiped away the tears running down my cheek, took out my phone, and called Cinder. I was unable to go through the difficult night alone. I badly needed to tell my grievances to someone.
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Such a lovely story , touching , sweet & i love it ! Really excited to have & read the next chapter & more… please dont stop & ended the story just like this … please !! Thank you so much to the author , you really is a good writer!! Hear from you soon ♥️...