Chosen By The Moon
Chapter 175
“Just How long exactly have you suspected it?” I wasn’t completely sure but it had been over a month. “It’s just, I can’t pick up any fetal movement or a heartbeat, If it has been a while us lycans would definitely have been able to at least sense something if not hear it.” He had a point. Even I was confused why king Josh hadn’t said anything to me in regards to my monthly cycle. I was sure he would have clicked on to something.
“I haven’t come on in a while though, being pregnant is the only thing that makes sense.” He looked at me and smiled sadly, did he know something that I didn’t?
“First thing tomorrow we will go and see the doctor, but it could be the result of something as simple as stress. Please, try to not give your mind anything else to worry about.” That was much easier said than done, I was scared, more so here than I was actually with the king.
What I had realized was, that while I was trapped with that narcissistic asshole, my mind didn’t have as much time to wander, whereas here, I could do nothing but let my thoughts interrupt every minute I had alone. In the palace, king Josh physically tortured my body… now that I was here in the rebellion he was tormenting my mind.
“Thank you.” I couldn’t help but allow a shiver to take over my body, my teeth began to chatter while I mentally kicked myself for not taking my clothes off before entering the water. Yes I may have stayed modest, but now I had nothing dry to change into.
“You are absolutely freezing. Here…” He quickly held his jacket up again for me and I sighed. If I was to get warm I had to take my top off, but I had nothing on underneath it. I think he could sense my unease and so he held his jacket up a
bit higher. “I promise… I won’t look.”
I was grateful, I slipped the tshirt off quickly and slid my arms into Lewis’s jacket with a slight wince due to the single lash I took from his grace a couple of days ago. The scent of Lewis though instantly hit my nose and eased my mind slightly as I folded the fabric tightly around my thin body.
“We should probably go and dry off properly. We also need to get you some dinner and then some actual sleep. You look exhausted.” Instantly my heart rate quickened.
I couldn’t
into the dining tent again, my anxiety wouldn’t let me, I don’t think my body would even move close to it after what had happened this morning. There was just too many people here, and everyone knew my face, and what I had been through. They looked at me too much, imaginations always ran wild whenever I was around.
“Hey, Dylan… calm down.” I hadn’t noticed my body had begun trembling again. My panic attacks were becoming too frequent and too uncontrollable. “Tell me what’s wrong and I can fix it…
I shook my head and began doing some deep breaths before my episode could get any worse.
“There’s nothing to fix…” I my voice sounded so depressed. “I’m just tired.” It wasn’t a lie, unfortunately there was nothing he could do anymore. I was just broken, my anxiety was just a part of me now, and no amount of laughing with Lewis was going to change the fact that I was famous, not to mention that I was so for being the worlds biggest victim. “You’re right, I need sleep… food can wait.” I stood up slowly wrapping the jacket around me tighter than before, and smiling at Lewis slightly. “Thank you… for giving me some company.” I swallowed thickly and began to walk away from him, leaving the man sat on the side of the lake.
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