As he spoke, he held Wendy's hand more tightly, and his eyes were slightly red. Now he still had a lingering fear when he recalled what happened last night. At that time, when he held her, he felt that her body was very light, as light as cotton. Especially when he sensed her faint breath, he was really scared, from fear to panic. He was too scared to speak. She was suffering from pain, and he had experienced a big disaster in his life. When he sensed that her breath was weak, he almost thought that his heart was dead.
Wendy was still lying on the bed and didn't say anything. But Ben didn't force her. He just held her hand and said, "I'm sorry, Wendy... I didn't take good care of you! " Wendy's eyes flickered. She turned her head a little to avoid eye contact with his still flustered face. Her little hands... She took it back lightly, with an indifferent expression and a firm action!
With a heartache, he said, "It doesn't matter if you don't want to talk to me, but I know you love me!"
"No!" Before he could finish his words, Wendy took over the topic decisively. Hearing her voice full of hatred, he was stunned for a moment. He looked at her indifferent little face in pain. Since when did that considerate, innocent little girl hate someone so much!
"Wendy, don't do this!" When he tried to persuade her, Wendy dodged his hand, but his big hand missed.
Just when he felt powerless, the doctor came in. At the sight of the doctor, Ben stood up in a hurry and made way for the doctor to do examination for her. When she saw the doctor coming in, her expression changed a little. She sat up slightly and looked at the doctor with confusion. "Doctor, why am I still alive?"
The doctor with glasses and white gown was stunned for a moment before he said with fear, "Little girl, fortunately, you came in time. Three or five minutes late, you will die!" The doctor went straight to the point.
Wendy still looked at the doctor in confusion, "But... My illness can't be cured even if I have an operation! "
The doctor looked thoughtful and asked, "How long have you had a stomachache?"
Wendy was stunned, "What does it have to do with my stomachache?"
"I guess you have been suffering from stomachache for at least three years."
In a daze, Wendy looked at the doctor and shook her head. "It's been a long time. I'm used to it!"
"Silly girl, your stomach is punctured. Fortunately, you were sent here in time, or the consequences will be unimaginable!"
"What?" Wendy frowned and looked at the doctor in astonishment. The doctor was also confused by her sight. "You had a stomachache for such a long time. It was serious last night. You had an operation at that time!" The doctor explained to Wendy again.
"Then... How many days do I still have? "
The doctor was at a loss whether to cry or to laugh at her question. He looked at Wendy seriously and said, "The operation is very successful. Stay in hospital for a few days and continue to observe. Normally, you can be discharged from the hospital for one and a half months, and at most, about two months. You can recover in three or four months!"
The doctor's words were not what Wendy wanted to hear. She thought the doctor didn't answer her question on purpose, so she sat up excitedly and said angrily, "I mean, how many more days can I live!"
The doctor was a little embarrassed by her question. "Well... Although I'm a doctor, I can't predict how old a person can live. " Wendy frowned and looked at him. Ben, who was standing beside, couldn't help laughing. He walked over, held her waist and let her lie down a little. He said helplessly, "As long as the doctor says you're fine, you're fine!"
Wendy pushed him away angrily and looked at the doctor, "Then... I... Is there anything wrong with my body? " As she spoke, she seemed to understand something.
The doctor smiled and said, "You've always been in poor health, and there's something wrong with your intestines. But pay attention to your diet. You should pay attention to your intestines after you fall ill. Your stomach is the same. You can't eat anything these days after the operation. Don't drink too much water!"
Wendy widened her eyes and looked at the doctor with a serious face. She was still a little worried as she didn't hear the doctor clearly.
"Doctor... I... I don't have tumor in my body? " Wendy asked straightforwardly.
The doctor was slightly stunned, but soon calmed down and said, "No!"
She politely asked him to leave, which made Ben's heart ache more. He held her small hand as if trying to please her and said sincerely, "Little naughty, don't be angry. You know what happened in the past, and I have explained it to you. Last night... …… You did it on purpose. Well, I'm sorry. It's my fault! "
Wendy still had a cold face and looked at him indifferently, "Ben, we... It's really impossible. Let go of me! " His heart ached. He held her hand tightly, seriously stared at her eyes and said domineeringly, "No, I won't let you go. You have suffered so much. I won't let you suffer any grievance. "
He put her little hand on his face affectionately. At the same time, her cold hand trembled again. He looked at her and whispered, "Are you cold?" Wendy shook her head. Tears streamed down her face, "No, Ben. I'm not cold. Let go of me!"
"No, I won't let you go!" Wendy sobbed and tried to pull his hand away. Staring at her eyes, he said, "Wendy, admit it. You love me. You don't want to let me go!"
"Ben... In the past, I risked my life for you. I did it even though I knew it was self destruction. Do you know why? "
Ben shook his head, "I don't know!" He really didn't know what she was thinking. He didn't even know why she was unwilling to marry him at first.
Staring coldly at the face of Ben, Wendy said word by word, "I risked my life because I firmly believed that as long as I believed, there would be a miracle. At that time, I was really too simple. I firmly believed that one day you would find out that I was good and you would fall in love with me, but it turned out that I was wrong. I fell into a trap again and again. Desperate... "
"You want the result, but now it's the result. Being with me is the result!" Ben interrupted her and said firmly. She shook her head and looked at him sarcastically, "Okay, then tell me, if... My brother really divorced Tracy. What if nothing happens after you get married and you really become a real couple? What about me? Ben, have you ever thought of me? "
But Ben didn't answer. He stared at her face with a complicated look. Wendy shook her head and said, "No... You will never think of my pain, never think of it. You can never feel my pain. Do you know why? "
A hint of panic flashed through his eyes. Wendy said word by word, "It's all for one reason, because you don't love me at all!"
Ben looked at her in panic and shouted, "No, I love you!"
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