Contract Marriage With Alpha Snow novel Chapter 18

Chapter 18: Tension

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Chapter 18

~Zara's POV~

I woke up with a start, my heart pounding as the remnants of a nightmare clung to me—my death from my last life playing over and over in my mind.

Cold sweat trickled down my face, my chest heaving as I sat up, the heavy darkness in the room pressing down on me.

I slid out of bed, needing something—anything—to ground me in the present.

Padding quietly to the washroom, I splashed cold water on my face, the icy chill shocking me awake.

I took in deep breaths, slow and steady.

"They can't hurt you, Zar. He can't touch you, not in this life."

When I glanced at the mirror, my reflection startled me. I looked younger, freer, nothing like the worn-down version of myself from when I was Ivan's wife in my past life.

I stayed there for a moment, breathing deeply before deciding to head downstairs for some water.

The quietness of the night settled around me as I made my way to the kitchen, expecting to be alone and collect my thoughts.

But when I walked in, there was Snow, sitting shirtless at the counter, casually nursing a cup of coffee while scrolling through his phone.

The glow from the soft kitchen lights danced across his bare chest, highlighting the defined muscles of his body.

My heart skipped, and I felt Astrid stir restlessly inside me.

Not now, I pleaded with myself, but it was too late. Before I could turn to leave, his deep voice stopped me.

"Can't sleep?" Snow asked, his gaze lifting to meet mine.

I froze, caught off guard by how calm and composed he seemed. "Just came down for water," I mumbled, trying to keep my tone steady.

His eyes stayed on me, a small smile pulling at his lips. "You look troubled."

I shrugged, trying to play it off. "It's nothing. Just... a bad dream."

He put his phone down, giving me his full attention and showing me a front-row seat at his human godliness. "Want to talk about it?"

I hesitated, sucking in a deep breath. The sight in front of me was too hot to pass by and Astrid purred in approval.

I swallowed, unsure if I should let him in on the nightmares that haunted me. Ever since my rebirth, I hadn't spoken to anyone concerning it.

Although he was an equation I didn't consider, I didn't know if I could trust him and whether he wouldn't think of me as senile.

Snow's gaze, though, was soft and something about it made me feel like I could tell him anything. I made my way towards the refrigerator, leaning against it when his piercing gaze bore into mine.

"Just memories," I finally said, my voice barely a whisper. "From when I was younger."

Snow's expression shifted, his eyes narrowing slightly. "Dreams can be powerful," he mused. "But they're just that—just dreams. They don't control you unless you let them."

"Well, I beg to differ. A lot of things can happen with dreams," I refuted.

Snow arched a brow, intrigued by my words. "Is that so?"

Shit.