Then he rolled over and held her arms onto the bed so that she would not be able to move.
"Come on, what's wrong?" He was here to soothe her, but he... got used to having her. She has no come home for days. The apartment was lifeless and very uncomfortable.
Ella's eyes were filled with tears when she thought of what happened the other night. She looked into Samuel's eyes, "If you still like her...I won't be with you anymore." It's so damn hard to love someone. There will always be pain. It is always a risk to take.
Would Samuel know that her heart was in so much pain when she said that? She was so sad...
Tears ran down the corners of her eyes, and streamed down her smooth cheeks.
He kissed her gently on the corners of her eyes. Her tears tasted salty…but the thought of her consumed him. Emma had never cried when she was with him.
He has always thought that he liked strong women like Emma, But when he saw Ella's tears, he felt as if he did not have the heart to let her cry, nor did he dislike her. He just felt love.
He used to think that he would be very impatient in taking care of a delicate, crying woman.
But he found out he was wrong about that. Love makes you do things you haven't done before. He didn't feel irritated or impatient as he comforted her with everything he has.
And Ella just asked if he was still into Emma... He didn't know either, whether he still liked Emma. Maybe there was still a concern about her. All he knows is that he truly loves Ella.
"I have married you. You are my wife. I won't give up on you." He also thought at first that his marriage with Ella wouldn't last too long.
But now, he realized that he has loved the feeling of being with her. He is so much happier when he is with her.
He knew that she was always hiding her true colors from him. Maybe she was afraid that he would hate her real self, so she always tried to please him in every way she can.
She really didn't have to be so tired, because whatever her true character was, he would accept it. As long as she did not betray him or cheat him, he would treat her well and love her for the rest of their lives.
Ella shook her head, "I don't want a man holding me and thinking about other women, even calling her name."
He frowned at her words. Did he call Emma's name the night he was drunk? Oh, no. If that was true, he did not mean it.
If that was true, he could understand why she left without saying a word, her silent cold war with him, and that she said she wanted to quit...
"I'm sorry." He hugged her tightly and apologized.
Damn him for doing this to her.
Ella softened her stand when she heard his apology. It couldn't be helped, the person who fell in love first was always so humble and forgiving...
She might even feel low about herself, but couldn't help loving him.
In the quiet bedroom, the woman sobbed under her short breaths. Full of guilt, he held her tightly, apologizing to her again and again.
Ten minutes later, Ella was still crying. Samuel felt defeated. How come it's harder to pacify a woman than to fight hundreds of complicated lawsuits?
This would do. "I'm already getting ready for our wedding. How can you be my bride if you break and hurt your eyes by crying?" He wiped her teary eyes.
He said that to make her happy, but Ella cried even more. This is getting so difficult.
Her Samuel said he was preparing for their wedding. She was so happy. But she was also afraid that it might be too good to be true.
Samuel was stunned and was speechless for a while. How come she cried to that?
He changed his position, laid down beside her, took her in his arms, and asked anxiously, "Don't you want to marry me anymore?"
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