Crises in Love (Zora and Jaylan) novel Chapter 178

As Ronan was driving, he gave me a puzzling look, making me uneasy. "Do you think I'm a vicious woman?"

"No way!" He shook his head immediately, explaining, "It's just that I feel you've changed, too. You've become, um, more mature. You're calm and composed. Good for you!"

"Well, I have to grow up. I'm a mother of three. But I've done lousy job. I’ve let them get me into such a mess and almost got killed, but I was completely oblivious. What else could possibly make me lose my cool?" I said lightly, but a torrent of emotions was churning inside me.

"Right! There's nothing wrong with being a bit selfish in certain situations. You need to protect yourself in order to protect your family! You're doing great. You're a strong mother!"

"But it's hard on the kid!" I murmured, "I hope they'll treat him well!"

"Yeah! It's not the kid's fault, and why should he bear such a punishment?" Ronan agreed, adding, "That's why it's important to do what is right!"

I didn't expect him to say such a clichéd phrase, and I couldn't help but laugh.

He quickly turned to me. "Why are you laughing? Was I wrong?"

"No, you're right! But there's another saying you should know, 'The road to righteousness is full of hardships.'" I teased, laughing genuinely.

He stared at me for a long time, making me feel awkward. Instinctively I reached out and adjusted his face. "Focus! You're driving. You need to ensure my safety!"

Hearing this, he chuckled contentedly. "Okay, I will!"

"What do you mean 'you will'?" I repeated awkwardly, "Just focus on your driving. You can't be distracted!"

"I've always been focused. I will ensure your safety. I couldn't protect you in the past, but I won't let that happen again. I'll make sure that you're safe!" He elaborated, adding solemnly, "Trust me. I can definitely do it this time! I've spent twelve years honing my skills, but I’ve missed out on so much!"