Cruel Destiny novel Chapter 17

Natasha POV

Tears started to pool in my eyes but somehow I controlled it. My heart was literally hurting me.

I had heard that the pain of break up would be only emotional. But never in my nightmare, I had thought that it would be physical.

The news channel was showing their pictures from different places making me feel unbearable pain.

A lone tear fell from my eyes which I wiped quickly as I didn't want to show my pain to anyone.

I removed my gaze from the TV and started to take the orders from the customer.

I have to distract myself from him. I knew from the starting that it wouldn't be a reality.

Because getting affection and love from someone is like a treasure for me.

Hours passed slowly and somehow every once in a while my gaze went toward the TV as it was still showing the excitement of them getting married.

She is really beautiful and gorgeous and not to forget rich. She has everything that he wanted in his wife.

How could I even think that he would marry me? I am a nobody and I am not even rich.

I don't even have any money to give my baby a nice life. But I will try my best to give my baby girl everything in my limits.

I will shower her with my unconditional love. I will give her the love that I have been craving since childhood.

It's okay if Liam doesn't want to be in her life, I will compensate that love with mine.

I will try my best to give her a nice life so that she doesn't have to face this cruel world alone.

My girl is going to be the most beautiful girl in the world and I will try my best to save her from the monsters.

Monsters like her father who prey upon girls like me who are alone and have no one to question him.

I walked out of the restaurant when my shift got over. I don't have to change my clothes as Mr. Cameron (Owner) has given me permission to wear comfortable clothes.

He and his wife are a really sweet and lovely couple. They have helped me a lot and I am grateful for that.

I walked a little. That's when I heard a familiar voice and I turned back and saw that it was Scott.

I sigh in relief because I thought that it was someone else as I have a feeling that someone is following me.

I tried to ignore it and I am still trying but I don't why I think that something bad is going to happen.

"Hello, Scott. " I said with a little smile.

He returned my hello with a gorgeous smile that made him look more charming.

"Hello, Miss Natasha." He said and forward his hand like I am some stranger.

I giggled and felt refreshed after that. He really knows how to take my stress away.

"Don't do that. I am not a stranger." I said with a smile.

He stared in my eyes so deep and I felt like he was staring in my soul with his blue orbs.

I cleared my thought and he shook his head and with a smile said "Of course you are not, Natasha. You are...... my own."

"What," I said with confusion.

Maybe I am hearing a different thing as he has said the last few words in a whisper.

"I said you are a part of our small family now. Now come on. Mom is waiting for us." He said and gestured to me to sit in his car.

He opened the gate of my side and I sat inside and suddenly my mind went toward Liam.

I wanted to pull my hair and scream out so that I could get him out of my mind.

He is controlling me unintentionally and this was making me mad so much that I want to finish myself.

This thought came in my mind a lot of time that I should finish myself and free myself from this pain.

Then suddenly I felt a kick and this only because of this I am not doing it.