Cruel Destiny novel Chapter 31

Natasha POV

Just like I had always imagined, it was a beautiful house. A big fountain was in the middle of the garden where it could be seen from the entrance.

There were two guards outside who won't let anyone inside until Liam told them to.

I cleared my throat and dragged my bag with me and stood in front of them.

They gave me a curious look but their face was not masked with bitterness.

"I want to meet Mr. Liam," I told them politely.

They looked at each other than said "What's your name, Ma'am"

"Natasha," I told them my name with hesitation.

They repeated the name on a device that was connected to their ear and waited for a few seconds.

"Ma'am your name is not on the list. I am sorry we couldn't let you meet, Mr. Liam," one of the guards told me with a sorry face.

I sighed and looked up to them while tucking a strand behind my ear which had fallen on my face.

"Can you please tell Mr. Liam that I want to meet him?" I pleaded with them.

He sighed and pulled out his phone and called someone. I couldn't hear the person who was on the other side.

"You can go inside Ma'am," he said and opened the door for me.

I gave him a small smile and said "Thank you."

I walked past them and left my bag there on the main door as it was heavy to carry around.

The distance to his house was short for which I am glad. When I reached the main door of the big house, I saw that it was already open.

I let out a deep breath and stepped inside while hugging myself to calm my nerves.

As soon as I ambled inside, I was greeted by the warmness of the house.

As I had imagined the furniture of the house was screaming luxury.

It was mostly black just and it resembles the heart of the owner of the house.

I looked around and saw Liam in a corner in front of the minibar. He was drinking slowly that too in the twilight.

Oh, God. He has been drinking. The last thing I wanted to do was face a drunk Liam.

I walked toward him, he must have heard my footsteps because he turned to face me.

He was looking in a very bad condition. He should be happy because he has ruined my life.

Then why was he sad. It must be one of his dramas to gain some sympathy.

His clothes were disheveled and unironed. His eyes were red and glassy indicated that he was slightly drunk.

His hair was messed up, falling on his face. There was no doubt that he was looking like shit.

"Natasha," I heard him calling my name.

The surprise in his voice indicated that he didn't know that I was here.

"Why did you do that with me?" I asked him the question which has been eating me alive.

"I..." He opened his mouth to say something but he stopped when he couldn't answer that question.

"You have been deceiving me from the beginning. You made me fall in love with you. You knew that I have no one still, you did that knowingly that I would fall easily for you."

"You took my virginity which I had been saving for my husband or someone who loves me. "

"Then you left me after fucking me in the middle of a forest. What if some animal had attacked me?"

He was just looking at me without saying anything. But the thing I noticed was that there was no spark in his eyes.

The last time I saw was the same too. He should be dancing in happiness that he had successfully broken me.

"You even called our child a bastard in front of your entire staff. Do you have any idea what I was feeling at that time?"

"You got me raped" a whimper left my mouth when I said this.

"Natasha I.." I showed him my palm and said "Stop"

"You got me raped when you knew my fear. I had nightmares about that night. I am still getting it."

"You didn't even care about our daughter. What if something had happened to her?"

"Daughter" he whispered in surprise

"Yes, my daughter. Because for you she is a bastard right."

He shook his head but I quickly spoke "You knew you were my first. Then how could you accuse me of that?"

"I am not a slut Mr. Liam. I loved you, that's why I slept with you. I don't even know why I loved you."

I shook my head and "why did you send that corrupt officer at my home who was asking me to fuck him so that I won't have to pay any penalty for defaming."

He looked surprised at that but again I spoke before he could. I would let him talk only after letting out frustration.

"Why did you tell Mr. Cameron to kick me out of the restaurant? Why did you force the entire city not to give me any job?"

"Why did you buy the apartment where I was staying? Why? You knew that I had no money and that place was the only thing I had?"

"Nat What are you- I have never -" "stop don't call me that," I shouted

It was the first time I have ever shouted at him. He was looking stunned and he should be.

"Do you want me to sleep in the streets? I have done that before so I had no problem."

I placed my hand on my belly and asked "What about my daughter?"

" I can't stay in the streets with a newborn baby. I can't even protect myself then how could I even protect a newborn child."

I wiped the tears which had fallen while letting my frustration out. I have had enough now I won't cry anymore.

"I don't love you anymore. Loving you is one of the worst mistakes I have made."

"I... Linda is pregnant with your child. Have you ever asked her if the baby is yours?"

When I saw a flick of sadness on his face, I continued "No right. Why? Just because she is rich. You are a fucking hypocrite, Liam."

"But I can't wish bad for that girl who had helped me. She is a sweetheart. And she and her baby are not at fault."