Cruel World novel Chapter 62

Chap 61

Sarah

Sarah felt her alarm ringing...she groaned. She doesn't want to wake now, she is so sleepy, it looks like after a long time Sarah doesn't want to go anywhere only sleep. After a few minutes her alarm ring again ....she cringed with the sound and opened her eyes and randomly put her hand on the bedside table and turn off the alarm and yawned. She was late she had a feeling about that.

The moment she move her legs down she felt some one was behind her...she paused...then she saw hands on her waist ...shit...she turned slowly and saw it was theo and they both were naked....Sarah whole body becomes tight and tense in shocked what the fuck.....then she recall what happen at night...she cursed softly...

she chanted slowly 'no oh god no' how stupid she can more get..she slept with her husband, hypothetically it not such a wrong but the nature of the relation they are it is so so wrong...

Stupid Sarah, she tries to remove his hand....and wished to god he doesn't wake up now she sure as hell can't take this humiliation like this.

She has to get ready before him but the moment she tried to remove his hand..theo tighten the hold and bring her back, he mumbled and nuzzled her neck 'hmmm, stay don't go'

Sarah can feel her goosebumps and his hot breath ...she knew he will wake any moment ..damn it... theo kissed her neck and whispered 'you always smell so good here'

Sarah doesn't want this go any further 'theo leave me, we are already late for office'

But theo was in the playful mood he massaged her tense arms ' let's not go today and since you are the real boss of the company no one will say anything'

Sarah sighs and somehow remove her body. Theo was a little shocked by her reaction ..'what happens'

Sarah try to cover her body by blanket 'nothing, I'm getting late...and I'm not taking any day off' ' she then runs to the bathroom

she heard theo faint shocked sound 'sarah stop'

She put her head on the bathroom door and took a breath 'oh god what i did'

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When she comes out of the washroom, properly dressed, she took a step back when she saw theo standing in front of her looking very confused 'Sarah whats wrong, why are you are acting so weird...what I did now' he holds her shoulder

Sarah was feeling angry and wanted to say to him that they have sex but it will be unfair as Sarah also enjoyed and agreed on what happened yesterday night...

She removed his hand 'im just getting late....if you are in mood of going office today please go and get ready...I'm gonna check Ava '

But theo stropped her and hold her arm 'you are seriously giving me whiplash ...what happen tell me.....i thought (he shake his head ), is it about yesterday night? ...what we did

But Sarah raised her hand 'I don't want to talk about this....it was a mistake and we both need to forget that'

Theo got angry 'mistake? we both know it sure as hell don't feel like a mistake ... I don't force myself on you, hell I even try to stop you but you said it was ok'

Sarah defensively said 'wow now you gonna blame me, great theo I was really expecting this'

Theo face falls 'no I'm not blaming you hell I'm not blaming myself here too cause it was no one mistake....we feel something for each other that's why we slept together'

Sarah also feel something for him but she will never accept that aloud not again 'no it was just we both were in mental stress and other heavy stuff got into our mind and we did what we shouldn't and feeling? (she mocked) really feelings were nowhere it was just body reaction. You are (she look away to find right words) you are a good looking guy so

Theo open the bathroom door like he is disgusted with what she said ...he paused and said 'I'm not flattered and you just being cruel'

Sarah glared him 'i wish i can be more than you so that you can know how you used to react when we slept and next day you make me feel like shit'

Theo looks guilty for a moment like he remembers those days but he shut the door with a strong force, Sarah flinched with the sound....he was right she was cruel but he was too once

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They were in the car and were ignoring each other ...Sarah is not once looked him while he was driving and theo looks he will lose his shit in any minute...

Sarah sighs, as they were stuck in traffic.

Theo looked at her and said 'i don't know what your problem, why you are evening reacting like that...you have any idea how I am feeling right now? like I force you on something. I get it we...we have sex after such long time and there are so many things unsolved between us but at least don't make me feel like shit and yes I know I was terrible to you in past and I totally deserve this but your ignorance in this topic is making me losing my mind'

Sarah feel bad that she is really doing that to him....she is involved in that act willingly and now she is confused and embarrassed ..she sighs 'can we take a break on this ...like we will talk about this but not today. Theo there are so many things in my mind and I need a break to think on them separately please don't push me '

Theo nodes 'ok..ok I get it...but we will talk maybe not now but someday?' he still wants to be sure

Sarah looked at him 'yes we will'

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'Hi Sarah we are all going for Lilly birthday lunch.. it will be at our lunchtime' Sarah colleague merry asked

Sarah stop the work and think about it 'and where we going exactly and who else is coming'

Merry who was excited about everything 'oh we are going to that hooter place it so cute place and they offer free drinks to us...and many are not going only a few people of our team...and you know what Jim is also there so it will be super fun' merry blushed at Jim name

Sarah give her knowing smile 'im sure Jim will be there he never misses something where is fun and girls like you' Sarah and merry giggle

But Jim coughs 'are you girls talking about me?' he made a serious face

Both Sarah and merry blushed 'no we were talking about the Lilly birthday lunch' merry fill him

Jim beamed 'oh yes..so what you guys are waiting for for...come we will go in one car' he took out his car key

But sarah hesitate and she wonders should she tell Theo or not? well its her lunch break and she can do whatever she want but out of many years habit she wanted to take his permission cause she has no idea how he will react...but who will tell him as he hardly came to this department and hopefully he will be also busy and whatever has happen with them in night she don't feel like talking to him....but the inner fear was her that theo will straightforward say no and she really wanted to go out

Merry excited voice came 'sarah where you are? come on ' she waved her hand on sarah face ..even Jim pass a funny look to her

Sarah made her mind 'sorry ..ok lets ok '

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(In the Dinner)

'Happy birthday Lilly' Sarah wished her

Lilly put a cake on Sarah's mouth 'thank you Sarah'

Sarah was really enjoying this...for the first time, she was having her alone time with people she like with no pressure and instruction from others what she has to do and what not.

she is relaxed and having her time, there were hardly 6 people at Lilly party and Sarah was happy that she is one of them.

Jim was flirting with every girl and Sarah note he is charming as it is working a lot

Jim then walked towards her 'hi beautiful.....here take this new cocktail on the house'

Sarah took the bright pink drink and took a sip yum its taste good'

Jim smile 'how can I bring something bad for you'

Sarah paused for a moment but she looks away. She liked Jim a lot but not in that sense that she is attracted to him.

Although Jim is very good looking ...but she never felt something like that for Jim that she felt for theo....she stop ...what she said...oh god there something in this drink as its making her losing her mind....no way ...she won't go to that way again

'hey come i found a table we can sit and have some lunch because this cake is too sweet for my appetite '

sarah laughed 'stop it its rude ...what if Lilly heard that'

He shrugs 'she is busy with her boyfriend right now...will making out will be right word'

Sarah blushed and saw really they were publically making out

Sarah and jim sit down on booth and watch some of her colleague were gone

Sarah was still worried what if theo found out but she shake that thought..even if he does she will defend herself

Jim touch her hand 'hey you are lost again ..you are doing this alot'

Sarah smiled 'oh no i was just thinking about my daughter' she lied

Jim gives her a shocked look 'daughter? you have a daughter' he whispered but it was little loud