“I know you want to be with Robert right now and won’t be living in our mansion now. I just wanted to ask – you’ve already gotten the marriage certificate with Robert, but the first wedding failed. Shouldn’t you hold another one?
“Also, I noticed you were a bit depressed today. I heard from Ivan. Don’t be afraid. No matter what the results are, everyone’s with you. If you’re really afraid, how about I call my sister over? You’ve known each other for over twenty years, after all. Sometimes I feel like when she’s here, you’ve got some proper emotional support.”
So Elsie had noticed all that. Georgia smiled helplessly.
“Maybe I’m overthinking it, or worrying too much. Maybe I’ll relax when the results come out tomorrow, or maybe…”
Georgia didn’t finish. She didn’t dare say that she might fall into even greater worry.
Elsie sighed and sat down in the car.
All along the way, Elsie thought about her own sister and Georgia, and sighed incessantly.
Wilson couldn’t help but speak up.
“What’s happened? You’ve been sighing all the while.”
“Do you think romance is a happy thing?”
Elsie asked Wilson such a question, and the man replied with a cold face.
“I think you’re asking me a neurotic question that I can’t answer.”
“Why can’t you answer?”
“A person who’s never experienced romance cannot answer that question for you.”
For some reason, even though Wilson had replied seriously, Elsie felt like he was joking.
She laughed for a while, then saw Wilson’s frown deepen, and spoke.
“You saw what happened recently with Georgia. If she hadn’t fallen for Robert, wouldn’t she have saved herself so much pain and grief? Being free to come and go on your own and only being concerned with oneself, never worrying about your lover, or your children – isn’t that a happier life?”
Wilson scoffed at her exclaiming tone.
“Do you really think you’re alone? You’ve got a sister and you’ve got a friend in Georgia. You pamper Annie as a child. If anything happened to them, could you go happily about your day, go on holiday, or go watch TV without feeling a thing? If people in this world really were alone, you’d only be calling for a driver to take you home right now, instead of having me here… if you really want to be alone, I suggest you go to a place where nobody knows who you are, make your own meals, and make money through your own work without talking to anyone. That’s what it means to be alone.”
“I was just talking about it, why are you snapping back at me like that? If you keep talking like such a straight guy, Wilson, you’ll never find a wife.”
Elsie was a bit upset. She felt like Wilson never heard the point of her words. There was simply too great of a gap between their thoughts.
No matter how it went, they weren’t suited for each other. Even though that was just how she was thinking herself.
“You’re getting more and more emotional lately.”
Wilson didn’t seem to get angry over Elsie saying he’d never find a wife, but said that instead all of a sudden.
“What would happen with Georgia if there really was a problem with Robert’s body?”
Elsie finally got to the point. That was Georgia’s worry, and her worry too.
She wasn’t particularly friends with Robert, but relationships were a web. Georgia was her good friend, and if something happened to Robert, Georgia would be unhappy.
Naturally, she felt like it was best for Robert to be fine.
“Back then, when my mother committed suicide, I’d been hateful. I hated the world, hated my father, hated the cold and uncaring people around me. But most of all, I hated myself.”
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