Denied by Destiny: Trapped in the Shadows of the Mate Bond novel Chapter 441

~ Josie ~

I can’t stop imagining the small ten year old Kit watching his own family die before his very

eyes.

A horror nobody should witness, let alone a small innocent child.

Kit, my own mate, had a horrendous childhood…because of my family.

My own blood.

The blood that runs through my veins is the same blood that has tortured him.

I can’t breathe…my heart keeps pounding against my chest as mixed emotions of anger, sorrow, hatred and love spread through me all at once.

I love him so much, to the point that it hurts me not to think of us being together but how can we be together after this.

How can he be with me…he won’t, he can’t.

How could we have children together when he

knows that same blood is the blood that killed his own family.

I’m at my cabin in the meadows before I even know how I got here.

A thick black fog has covered my mind, my legs acting on their own accord. I just needed to move.

I need a gun, I need to shoot…it always helps me to think clearer…helps me calm down.

But after the attack and being the pack’s Head of Weapons, I locked the armoury down. Just to

be safe for a few days whilst the pack mourned.

The White Moon pack was gone, far from here. The pack was no longer at threat, not for now anyway.

I could go back to the alpha house and get my pistol but I have to be away from there right now, I can’t listen to their excuses any longer.

My grandfather…had not only killed my grandmother, and his own pack.

But he had killed my mate’s pack.

My mate’s family…rendered him homeless, an alpha with no pack to lead.

My knees give way, as my body can no longer carry this heavy load of guilt.

As I fall to the ground I scream out, my heart’s agony no longer deniable. How will he ever look at me again.

My hands feed through my hair, pulling at the ends as I open my eyes, my vision blurred from the tears…a red glow emitting out of me.

It’s different this time…it’s not coming from my hands, it’s around me. As if it was trying to heal me, even protect me.