Chapter 19
Summer calmed herself down after hearing Victoria’s remarks. Since they
had been friends for years, she knew Victoria well.
She was someone who knew where she stood, so she had anticipated
that something like this would happen. Even so, Summer’s heart broke for
her.
“But… Are you willing to do so?” asked Summer as she bit her lip.
“Does it matter?” Victoria replied impassively.
It was not the result that she wanted, but nothing changed even when she
tried to alter it. Reality slapped her in the face, which reminded her that
she should not be delusional.
“Are you free tomorrow? Can you accompany me to the hospital?” She
paused before continuing with a smile, “I don’t want to go alone.”
“Come on, you’re my only best friend. Of course, I’ll make time for you. You
don’t even have to ask. Just let me know, and I’ll accompany you.”
Summer nodded.
“Let’s eat. I wanna rest early.” Victoria smiled.
She was so calm that Summer could not tell how she was feeling. Faced
with that scenario, she felt like crying when she saw how Victoria was
trying to hold back her emotions. Victoria was unlike that before the
Selwyn Family went bankrupt. She used to be a typical girl who had a
candid personality since the Selwyns would have her back if anything
happened. However, ever since their bankruptcy…
“Victoria, you should let it out if you feel sad. Since there are only two of us
in this room and I’m your best friend, you don’t have to hide your feelings
in front of me.”
Victoria was surprised upon hearing that. Did I mean to cry?
She had cried her eyes out multiple times ever since the bankruptcy. It
was also then that she understood crying would not solve anything, and
that her tears were worthless. Not only that, those who wanted to trample
over her would see her as a joke.
Ever since then, she decided she would not shed tears so easily in front of
anyone, even if it was someone she trusted.
With that thought in mind, she smiled. “Are you silly? What’s there to cry
over? Since day one, he had told me clearly that this is a marriage of
convenience. I’m here to help him deal with his grandmother, and he
would pay off my debt. This is just a deal.*
Her nonchalance enraged Summer. “You’re lying. If this is just a deal, why
are you pregnant? If he only sees this as a deal, he shouldn’t have slept
with you and impregnated you. Getting an abortion is bad for your body,
so what does he see you as?”
All of Summer’s questions struck Victoria’s heart as if her heart had been
stabbed.
In the beginning, she and Alaric were unlike how it was now. After they
married, they would sleep in the same room to avoid any unnecessary
speculations, though he would sleep on the couch. Since he was her
savior and someone whom she liked, she could not bring herself to let him
sleep so uncomfortably.
Instead, she allowed him to sleep on the bed with a pillow placed in
between them. Since it was a big bed, it did not affect their sleep.
This went on for a long time until one night when Alaric brought her along
for an event, and she was introduced to some big shot whom she had
already known before her family went bankrupt. During that night, she was
introduced as Mrs. Cadogan, and nobody dared to embarrass him.
After the event ended, Victoria bought him drinks as she was in a good
mood. Both chatted about work as they drank and got drunk.
She had a hard time carrying him back to the room and suddenly fell into
his arms after tripping over something. Her being in his arms had
somehow aroused him, and he grabbed onto her waist while pressing
himself on her.
His slim yet fit figure was on top of hers. She was not sure whether it was
due to the alcohol, but she could feel her face boiling. She wanted to push
him away, but before she could do so, he pressed his lips against hers.
Startled, she was about to push him away when he started kissing her. At
that moment, her head went blank, and she froze.
When she finally made sense of the situation, she kissed him back. That
night, he clung to her, and she let herself go.
When she awoke in his arms the next morning, she noticed the frown on
his face. Just as he was about to say something, she interjected. “This is
just an accident since we were both drunk last night.”
Hearing that, his gaze darkened as he repeated her words. “An accident?”
“Yes, an accident.” She nodded.
This could only be an accident since it was a marriage of convenience
from the start. If something like that happened along the way, it would
affect their relationship, and he might not let her stay by his side, thinking
that she had an agenda.
His expression turned grave after hearing the word ‘accident‘.
It took him a while to finally calm himself down. “As a woman, you’re on the
short end of the stick. You can think of what you need from me.”
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